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Old 03-26-2014, 02:46 AM
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My story, day 2

When I was younger I was a binge drinker, only a few times a month but when I started I just drank to much.
5 years ago I hit rock bottom (or so I thought) when I was told I had cancer, 12 months of gruelling treatment and 9 operations later I went into remission..... Thats when the drinking really began.
It was just a few glasses of wine or bottles of beer a day, I'm 30 I thought, and I've been through a lot.
But I was out of control, 5 years on and my husband has left me because of my drinking, I am worried he will take our son of me. When he left 8 weeks ago I was still in denial about my drinking but I have now realised I have a problem, I went to the doctors and they referred me to a support group tomorrow.
Your posts on here as so helpful, I never want to feel the shame and dread again. I want to start living my life again, it seems that even though I survived the cancer, I have not really been living.
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Old 03-26-2014, 03:18 AM
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Hi and welcome Pink

I'm glad you decided to post - you'll find a lot of support here

You beat cancer - I have no doubt you can triumph over this too,

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Old 03-26-2014, 03:22 AM
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Thank you dee, I feel like a weight has been lifted by admitting to myself that I have a problem x
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Hi Pink2014, Welcome to SR
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Old 03-26-2014, 03:33 AM
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It's great to have you hear, Pink2014! Welcome. It must have been a terrible battle with cancer, and you're right- no point in surviving that only to die from drinking. SR is a great resource and very helpful.
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Old 03-26-2014, 03:37 AM
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welcome pink & well done making that first step, we are a similar age...and we can beat this xx
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Old 03-26-2014, 03:56 AM
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Thanks all. Littlemelorelei, how far along the journey are you, if you don't mind me asking
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Wow, that is quite a story. You are obviously a fighter with some strength in you. You can kick this too with a little support and a plan. You will find a wealth of support and ideas on this site, let us know how we can help!
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Old 03-26-2014, 04:39 AM
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Thanks all. Littlemelorelei, how far along the journey are you, if you don't mind me asking
This time, I am 4 weeks sober, my longest stretch was 2 years, and last yr i did 6 months...something clicked this time though.... x
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Welcome Pink xxxx
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Old 03-26-2014, 10:37 AM
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Hi Pink and congratulations on your admission to yourself! That is one of the hardest parts of your journey towards sobriety and you are past that now!

Move Forward and Hold Your Head Up! (I remember that song!)

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