Bit of a mess
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Join Date: May 2013
Location: UK
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Bit of a mess
Bit of a mess today, emotionally turned upside down and im not even sure why! Just feel rather blue and depressed like a sadness lingering over me! I have not caved however, going strong. Just wanted to get it off my chest 
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Join Date: Jun 2012
Location: london
Posts: 4,978
hey CI ,
Persevere . i like to think , if i drank it would guarantee a rubbish day tomorrow . Staying sober gives me the best chance possible of making the best of tomorrow .
Keep on, things will change
Bestwishes, m
Persevere . i like to think , if i drank it would guarantee a rubbish day tomorrow . Staying sober gives me the best chance possible of making the best of tomorrow .
Keep on, things will change
Bestwishes, m
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Join Date: Mar 2014
Location: Chicagoland
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Hey, Chilled!
Sorry you're having a rough day but I'm glad you came here to talk about it.
Hang in there. By dumping all that poison into our bodies, we messed with our brain chemistry. EndGameNYC always gives a great technical explination, and I did listen when he told me about this. We need to try to be as patient as we can while our bodies heal.
Sorry you're having a rough day but I'm glad you came here to talk about it.
Hang in there. By dumping all that poison into our bodies, we messed with our brain chemistry. EndGameNYC always gives a great technical explination, and I did listen when he told me about this. We need to try to be as patient as we can while our bodies heal.
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I'm sorry you're having a tough day Chilledice, but I'm glad you came here and posted.
For those of us living in this eternal, grey, cold winter it's been hard.
The Beatles- Here Comes The Sun - YouTube
For those of us living in this eternal, grey, cold winter it's been hard.
The Beatles- Here Comes The Sun - YouTube
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It just helps to come here and express my feelings, what's inside my heart and what's inside of my mind, better out than kept locked in
Exhausted today with struggling with the monster in my mind but ive not caved I have not drank a DROP
Exhausted today with struggling with the monster in my mind but ive not caved I have not drank a DROP
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Join Date: Oct 2011
Location: California
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I get that way too especially when it rains, rains, and RAINS. Way to stay strong CI! Sending support your way. You are flexing your recovery muscles and you'll be even stronger once this has passed.
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Join Date: Jan 2013
Location: Georgia
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I've discovered that there are ebbs and flows in my sobriety. I try to live in the moment and not run away from my feelings. Not sure why you are feeling this way but I'm sure that there is a reason. Perhaps with time and quiet thinking you will figure it out. Sobriety get's real at times!
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Join Date: Aug 2007
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Chilled - I remember at 30 days still being a bit fragile. It's a wonderful accomplishment - but still early in the game yet. You will grow more optimistic as you get more sober time behind you. Our emotions are all over the place those first few months. You're doing great. 
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