badatbooze

I threw away a month of being sober yesterday. I just blew it. Woke up on the floor. I am going to use it as a lesson. I can not stand the way I am feeling. I wish I could go back in time. I never want to do this again. Thanks for listening

least

Use it as a learning experience. You made a month before, you can do it again, and then some.

badatbooze

Thank you. I intend to never drink again. It's not fun at all anymore

KateL

It can be a learning curve - it was for me. You can get there xxxxxx

badatbooze

Thank you. Today I am just a waste. I am so bummed

Dee74

I'm sorry to hear that bad

what happened between you posting you had 30 days and you drinking?

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badatbooze

I stop somewhere I should not have and mindlessly reached into a box of beer and pulled one out. It felt weird drinking the first one. I loved the way my life was without it and I will fight harder from this point on.

Thepatman

Don't beat yourself over it. It's like riding a bicycle, sometimes takes a few falls before you find your balance ;-)

You are better then me my last slip lasted months. I'll stop tomorrow everyday until I was exhausted lying to myself. Only good time to quit is now.

Get back on your bicycle a ride it with pride and dedication ;-)

Hevyn

Hi bad. I did that a few times too. I was slowly learning the truth - it's never going to be fun or relaxing for us. It'll only bring us misery. You know that now - and you'll be stronger.

Nonsensical

Sober time can't be undone any more than drunk time. I've awakened on the floor far too many times. Glad you're feeling determined.

You can do this!

badatbooze

Thanks everyone. I'm feeling a little more normal finally. I guess it was a good eye opener. And your exactly right. It is no fun anymore. I have been hungover or drunk most of my life and refuse to live the rest of my the same. I am feeling positive about tomorrow.