Day 8
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Join Date: Dec 2013
Location: Minneapolis, MN, USA
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Day 8
Hi all, been poking around for a while and thought I would introduce myself once I decided I really wanted to quit drinking for myself. I've been a regular solo binge drinker for about 18 years. Started out on Fridays, then Saturdays too, then a couple days a week, and so on. Played around with AA 12 years ago, but wasn't really addicted or ready to quit, just starting to cause problems. The last few years have been on and off, mainly on, and I have finally built up a tolerance that scares me. I have also become physically dependent, which was an eye opener. I also learned the meaning of controlled drinking, which to me meant buying just enough each night for a good buzz, but not enough to hurt myself, which I have done may times in the past. Event at that, I will drink on week nights and spend the next day at work hung over and tired, and forget about weekends. I have reached a point where if I keep drinking I am flushing the rest of my life down the toilet, because there have been YEARS of I'll quit tomorrow or next week. It is starting to take its toll on my energy, personality, and relationships, and I think I must look 10 years older. I just pray I haven't damaged anything too much. I have 8 days today, and I know I need to get some kind of program together if I want to stay sober, I know just feeling better won't cut it for long. There seems to be some wisdom on this site that reminds me of the best AA had to offer, with no whining or excuses. I want contented sobriety, and the chance to live the rest of my life engaged. thanks for listening.
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Welcome MnEman. I think it'll really help you to be with us. We all understand how you're feeling.
I drank many years too. I ended up drinking every day. I came here in desperate shape & found the courage to quit - and stayed that way. I like your phrase 'contended sobriety'. You can achieve it. Glad you joined us.
Congratulations on your 8 days!
I drank many years too. I ended up drinking every day. I came here in desperate shape & found the courage to quit - and stayed that way. I like your phrase 'contended sobriety'. You can achieve it. Glad you joined us.
Congratulations on your 8 days!
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