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Old 03-04-2014, 01:16 AM
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Feeling like a failure

Ugh why is it I'm so quick to feel like crap, treat myself like crap and let others take me for granted. I feel like a failure and am giving up on trying to give up pot. I just don't think I can without turning to alcohol.

Day 2 sober and I've had a cone each day. I'm hanging for a drink due to **** hitting the fan resulting in a big blowup between my brother and me. Now I feel isolated in my own house and just want to get blind drunk and not care at all about anything.
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Old 03-04-2014, 01:25 AM
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2 Days Sober is in no way a failure!!

Having a drink, I guarentee will make you feel even worse, is there anything you can do to keep you occupied, maybe go for a long walk in the fresh air to clear the your head?

Keep pushing through!!
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Old 03-04-2014, 01:25 AM
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Let it pass and blow over. Things generally do. You might enjoy those first few mouthfuls but will likelyfeel awful afterwards, Stay strong xxxxxxx
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Old 03-04-2014, 02:45 AM
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It doesn't sound like the best environment to get or stay sober DF.
Maybe it's time for your houseguests to look for alternative accomodation?

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Old 03-04-2014, 02:46 AM
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You are not a failure. Far from it. You're trying and that's what counts.

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Old 03-04-2014, 12:43 PM
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Thanks for the support guys, felt completely out of control emotionally last night so decided to climb into bed at 730pm and read posts until I fell asleep. Restless night and woke up foggy from being stoned but at least I'm not hungover. And the thought of drinking today is far far away.
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