Waiting on the addict

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Old 03-01-2014, 12:46 AM
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Angry Waiting on the addict

Waiting on the addict, waiting in heartache.
Waiting on the addict, waiting in fear.
Waiting on the addict, waiting in despair.
Waiting on the addict, waiting in loneliness.
Waiting on the addict, I fail to see, pointless...

I was hoping for someone to share a meal with, I was hoping to share my tears of grief with a fellow human being. Instead I came home full of anxiety to an empty house, while you were off doing God only knows.

I've never felt so sick and sickened enough to want death! To be fed constant lies, to be used and spat out like a nothing. Particularly in the last few months, when I discovered there may be another woman. I am the sick one, still holding on with a white knuckle grip.

Last week you were by my side constantly when I had the mental health team around me. Out of guilt, I assume?

"You hang me up to dry, You've wrung me out too too too many times..."
Cold War Kids, "You hang me up to dry".
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Old 03-01-2014, 11:22 AM
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I feel your pain!

Hugs and strength to you!
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Old 03-01-2014, 11:26 AM
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Ouch. That is painful for this A to read. Prayers to you.
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