redhen

Whether any one reads this or not, I am putting my intentions out there: I am pledging sobriety starting Tuesday, March 4th. I start IOP the following Monday so I am hoping for a very small gap between detox and IOP since my triggers are in my home.

I have seriously go back and forth whether I need to get sober or not. I tell myself, regardless...the history is in my family and I need to stop now. I am from a long line of alcoholics who died way too soon.

I have three amazing children and a very supportive husband. Two of my kids are on the autism spectrum and the youngest has a very rare genetic disorder that does not have a cure. I need to stop drinking now. My kids need me. Thanks for reading.

Dee74

I read it.

I think you deserve to get sober.

I've gotten back in touch with the real me and I love life.

Obviously you have a lot of challenges as a parent but I think you'll meet those challenges even better sober



go for it redhen - best wishes!

D

least

Congrats on deciding to live a sober life. It takes some time and effort but it's really worth it.

Ruby2

Hi Redhen! Way to go! I have two younger kids (8 & %) and did detox and inpatient treatment for my drinking. It was one of the best things I have ever done.

Goldcoastgirl

Welcome RedHen - you are worth it too, not just your family. xxx

Hevyn

Welcome redhen. Be proud of yourself for making this big decision to change your life. I wish I hadn't relied on it to cope - it did nothing but make my anxiety worse. You don't need it. We're glad you're here.

woodywilson

I read it too. Best of luck, you deserve this!

Raider

Oh I'm so sorry. Get sober and you'll feel so much better. Prayers.