Jillian2563

Ugh, I hate valentines day. All day I heard jewelry commercials, saw people at work with roses and balloons, etc. I even jokingly said to a co-worker "I want to take a push pin and pop everyone's balloons" and he said "but your married!" That was my point that my husband probably won't have anything for me. We have been going through so many struggles and we just can't see eye to eye. I try to be nice and stay positive but it just doesn't seem to work. I'm glad I'm here posting cause I could really use a drink even though I don't have a craving at the moment.

Dee74

Keep posting Jillian - you'll be glad you stayed sober when you wake up tomorrow

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Jillian2563

I know it sounds silly, I'm just craving his attention.

ZeldaFan

Now you can't say you didn't get flowers and balloons! And chocolates!

EDIT: Ok, so you got eggs too

Here's your balloons!

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Sioux

If it helps, a friend of mine said "Sioux, I am more than a little relieved the Ouja board said I am not going to get married again." I had a heart laugh and a big "here, here!"

Jillian2563

Thank you everyone!

Hevyn

Hi Jillian. I hope you'll begin to feel better. Proud of you for not having that drink & posting about your feelings.