Jillian2563

The snow came and my husband bought a 30 pack of beer. I told myself I wasn't going to drink. Our relationship is struggling. I decided to have a few. Woke up only 3 hours ago, and have a pounding headache. Tomorrow's Friday. What is it with the weekends and drinking? I want so bad to feel "normal".

Spinach

Oops.
Eventually you get more time and the weekends all yours , you'll have no time to drink.
Step back take a breath and start again.
John.

Jillian2563

Thank you John. I know tomorrow will be a better day as long as I stay away from alcohol. And that's what I intend to do. My husband is taking me out to eat tonight, so I plan on getting the desert I never get because I was stuffed from beer!

least

I hope the support here can help you get sober for good.

neferkamichael

Jillian2563, to SR, a good place to be if ya want support. It was really tuff from me in the beginning, the cravings and temptations nearly drove me crazy but at about a year sober I began to get comfortable and 3 years 7 months sober all the mental junk associated with drinking has practically vanished. From the beginning, every day you don't drink, compliment yourself. It is important to stay positive, come on SR as much as you can. There is a chatroom that usually has someone in it around the clock. Everyone here is or has gone through what you are doing and is more than happy to help. Rootin for ya.