Day 5 today and some thoughts
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Day 5 today and some thoughts
Well day 4 was not horrific. I made it through with a little angst and misery about my wine that I am not drinking. Today is day 5 which is truly miraculous. I started the day by meeting some AA people to talk about the steps and now I am at work. Tonight is Brownies so I won't get home until late. I am giving a presentation to my daughter's brownie troop and kind of looking forward to that.
I find myself getting engaged with the welfare of people on this forum. I wonder about people and how everyone is doing and I really find myself caring a lot about all of you. I haven't even met you and I don't know if this is good or bad or just is. But I just want you all to know I really value you and your support.
I find myself getting engaged with the welfare of people on this forum. I wonder about people and how everyone is doing and I really find myself caring a lot about all of you. I haven't even met you and I don't know if this is good or bad or just is. But I just want you all to know I really value you and your support.
Today is day 6 for me. I have been making plans everyday to avoid my usual routines and plans as well, dealing with those cravings. I agree, I find myself searching around to find out how certain people are doing without straight out asking. And looking to welcome newcomers. This isn't my first rodeo but it is always a journey to share. I want others to succeed and know that we are all in this together. I also have a lot of respect for Dee for being here for so long even though his pic is like a wicked acid trip, lol.
Great job on 5 days, 2b. Those first few days are tough. Sounds like you're doing pretty good. Your post struck me because I had similar thoughts about SR. I too really value not just the site but the people here. They almost seem like family, even though I really don't know anyone. This is very strange, this paradox: Total strangers understand. But there is so much honesty and support here, I just had to let it go and embrace what's going on here at SR. I'm glad you're here with us.
Keep up the good work. Onward!
Keep up the good work. Onward!
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