Success in moderation?
Success in moderation?
Have any of you had success with moderation? Such as, quitting for a period of time completely and then being able to control how much you drink? Thinking of my own situation, I don't see how that would be possible. Quitting forever seems the only doable scenario. Just wondering if moderation ever worked for any of you. If so, how were you able to not over indulge and become the addict you once were?
it worked as a means of fooling myself for many years.
I am pretty good at stringing together periods of apparent "moderation" so that my Alcoholic Voice has lots of ammunition to say "See!!! it's FINE. You can TOTALLY control it...."
Then sooner or later I pop out of a blackout wondering what the hell happened.
Nope. "moderation" is an illusion, for this guy.
I am pretty good at stringing together periods of apparent "moderation" so that my Alcoholic Voice has lots of ammunition to say "See!!! it's FINE. You can TOTALLY control it...."
Then sooner or later I pop out of a blackout wondering what the hell happened.
Nope. "moderation" is an illusion, for this guy.
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My tolerance became so high that moderation had no effect on me. It was either everything or nothing. I tried moderation loads of times. It always starts off ok for me, then after about a week or two of "moderation" I go back to my old ways of being ********* all the time. Also, every time I found myself asking this question recently I realised its the alcoholic me trying to get a drink, painting this picture of a nice evening...when in reality im peeing all the time, puking in my sleep, moody and angry/crying when I drink.
It seems to be rare. In fact I think I know one person in my life - and I am knocking on a bit - who fits that bill. For the vast majority of people who develop alcoholic type drinking there isn't a moderate way. When I have drunk after my numerous former attempts to stop I drank in exactly the same pattern and volume as previously within a few days at most.
I'd rather be free of the stinking stuff anyway!
I'd rather be free of the stinking stuff anyway!
That voice in my head telling me "next time will be different" is the voice of my addiction.
It isn't misinformed when it tells me moderation is possible, IT LIES. Sweet, seductive, it'll be OK this time, lies.
I have too much to do to take any more advice about my life from a known liar.
In any other aspect of life, we would doubtless rid ourselves of a person who consistently lied to us in ways that damaged us....
Yet we have allowed the lies inside our own head to be trusted, time and again, despite clear and consistent results to our detriment.
Part of the very definition of alcoholism is that you cannot control ( AKA moderate ) your drinking. If you aren't an alcoholic then you might be able to, but that is a decision you'll meed to make for yourself.
Think of it this way if it helps: If someone has a severe peanut allergy, they don't wonder if others with the same allergy can eat peanuts. They know and accept that they cannot and never will be able to, and that others with their same affliction can't either.
The difference with alcohol is that the addiction tries to convince you that you are not an alcoholic.
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I've only seen one person on SR who claimed to have success in moderating his drinking, but he has since been struggling all over again.
Moderating is like being on death row and getting a stay of execution. The suffering continues and the result is inevitable.
Moderating is like being on death row and getting a stay of execution. The suffering continues and the result is inevitable.
I don't think it is common for people who have had alcohol issues. I have one friend who is able to just drink one pint, no more, but I suspect that person's problem wasn't with control. I do know that he seems a bit scared of drinking more than that though. Another friend can not drink during the week etc but when he does all bets are off, no control... It all reminds me of my own efforts of control. A bit of a joke really. Having had a taste of sobriety I don't know why anyone would bother with those efforts of control. It seems a bit pointless really x
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I just don't see the point in trying to drink in moderation. If alcohol is a problem, then it's better to just cut it off completely. To me, it would be the same thing as a heroin addict telling someone it's alright, because he only shoots heroin on Tuesday nights and Sunday afternoons. That being said, I've had so many failed attempts to moderate that I realize I will never be able to, and that's fine. I understand that I get no benefits whatsoever to drinking alcohol, so moderating my drinking isn't really an option for me because there is no benefit.
Been down that road, and had to put up a permanent road block, traffic cones, flashing lights and police cordon tape saying "keep out" across it!!
It works for a week or so (or it seems to), and then I just spiral as bad as ever with my drinking!!
Sobriety is the only answer!!
It works for a week or so (or it seems to), and then I just spiral as bad as ever with my drinking!!
Sobriety is the only answer!!
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