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Old 01-07-2014, 09:51 AM
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I failed - But I am not giving up!

I am embarrassed to say that I failed on what was suppose to be my first day of sobriety yesterday.

My withdrawals were crazy! I did cut back on the amount I drank at least.
I just could not handle the shakes and sickness.
I have quit before and can do it again.
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Old 01-07-2014, 09:52 AM
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Every time you drink, and then stop again, the withdrawals will be worse. I hope this attempt will be successful for you.
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Old 01-07-2014, 09:59 AM
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Don't be afraid to see a doctor or alcohol counselor BeachLiving. Withdrawals get get progressively worse each time, and they can be dangerous. Even if you quit before without severe symptoms there no guarantee it will be safe the next time.

On the bright side, the first days are always the worst but they will pass. Hope you can find the strength you need to get through today. Be safe!
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Old 01-07-2014, 10:00 AM
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Hey - maybe you should talk to a doctor and tell them about your physical problems during withdrawal. they might be able to help you with it.

I hated talking to my doctor about my alcohol use. It made me feel like such a loser. But I'm glad I did.

So- hang in there - I've had a thousand day ones. I'm having one today.
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If it's that bad you need to get medical attention.

Trying to cut back will only convince you that you do not have a problem and you will end up drinking more than when you tried to quit.

Good Luck!
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Don't be embarassed, just try again. Yes, and go to see your doctor if the withdrawals are too awful x
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Old 01-07-2014, 11:00 AM
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I have an appointment with a doctor today. I am just so tired of this.
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Old 01-07-2014, 11:03 AM
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I have an appointment with a doctor today. I am just so tired of this.
Great idea, very glad to hear you are seeking help. Make sure you are brutally honest about your drinking. Doctors have seen and heard it all and are there to help you, so don't be afraid to let it all out.
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BeachLiving, I failed - But I am not giving up! You are FANTASTIC, rootin for ya.
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Old 01-07-2014, 11:05 AM
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I have seen a Dr. once before a couple years ago but he was pathetic. Gave me Antibuse and sent me away. This is a new Doctor and this time I expect more help.
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Old 01-07-2014, 11:07 AM
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if you haven't given up... then you've really not failed.

That said - it really might be a good idea to reach out for help - medical, AA, etc... if you're having withdrawals that badly, you may not be in a great place to do it on your own.
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Old 01-07-2014, 12:03 PM
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Beach living,

I am cheering you on!

TODAY IS ANOTHER DAY!

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Old 01-07-2014, 12:35 PM
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Glad you're seeing a Dr BL

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Old 01-07-2014, 02:36 PM
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I have an appointment with a doctor today. I am just so tired of this.
Fantastic BeachLiving! This is a great course of action.
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Old 01-07-2014, 02:38 PM
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I have seen a Dr. once before a couple years ago but he was pathetic. Gave me Antibuse and sent me away. This is a new Doctor and this time I expect more help.
And if this doc is a putz, go find another one right away. Keep looking until you find one that will support you and give you the help you deserve.
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Old 01-07-2014, 02:39 PM
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Being disgusted can be motivating - it sounds like you're ready to do it this time BL. We are with you.
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Old 01-07-2014, 02:40 PM
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If you went to the doctor with a broken leg would he say "You broke a bone before. I won't treat you this time"? Course not. He's ready to help you again without getting emotionally involved. That's his job.
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Old 01-07-2014, 05:58 PM
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Do you have an update BeachLiving?
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Old 01-07-2014, 06:03 PM
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Yeah I'm on night two. My withdrawals went from being mild. Like ONLY minor hand trembling mild. about 3 detox later, I had terrible symptoms.
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I hope that the dr helps you to get through this.
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