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01-06-2014, 04:29 PM

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MyTimeNow

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Back with a heavy heart

But glad to be here with you all - again!

Off to bed, day zero.

Nothing changes if nothing changes x

01-06-2014, 04:32 PM

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Anna

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I'm sorry you're feeling down.

Welcome back!

01-06-2014, 04:33 PM

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Dee74

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Good to see you again Max.
Hope to see you back posting tomorrow

01-06-2014, 05:04 PM

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Threshold

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Glad you're back, big hugs. It does get better and we do recover.

01-06-2014, 05:14 PM

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Junegirl

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Great to have you back, MTN! I was wondering how you were. Hugs from your classmate,

Junegirl

01-06-2014, 05:34 PM

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Hevyn

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We're glad you're here.

01-06-2014, 05:38 PM

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bloss

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So glad you are here today, see you tomorrow

01-06-2014, 07:26 PM

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Mizzuno

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Good to see you here. Yes, nothing changes if nothing changes. However, change is inevitable, so I think that change does happen. Big loaded word, change.

01-07-2014, 07:18 AM

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MyTimeNow

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Hey all

Thanks for the welcome backs.

Feeling ok today, trying not to overthink and overwhelm myself at the moment with 'nevers' and 'change' I just want to be kinder to myself if that makes sense. Stop doing my own head in and abusing myself.

Anyway will check back in later, just wanted to say thanks

01-07-2014, 07:59 AM

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ReadyAtLast

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Great to see you back Max

01-07-2014, 08:16 AM

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hayley86

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Welcome back

01-07-2014, 08:19 AM

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HeadLump

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Quote:

Originally Posted by MyTimeNow

Hey all

Feeling ok today, trying not to overthink and overwhelm myself at the moment with 'nevers' and 'change' I just want to be kinder to myself if that makes sense. Stop doing my own head in and abusing myself.

'Kinder' sounds good, MyTimeNow

Glad you're back and posting!

01-07-2014, 10:14 AM

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Louise82

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Welcome back MTN. Yes, this is your time now! Focus on the present and what you can do for yourself in the here and now.

01-07-2014, 10:49 AM

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jkb

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So glad your back MTN-

Jess

01-07-2014, 10:40 PM

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MyTimeNow

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Thanks everybody

Congrats on your 1 year RAL! I've been lurking if not posting

Lol thanks Jess, not feeling very rockin' at 6.30am but hey - day 2 here we go...!

01-07-2014, 10:54 PM

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Jeni26

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I've thought of you often Max. Great to have you back. We've missed you x

01-07-2014, 11:05 PM

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MyTimeNow

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Ah thank you Jeni, that's so nice to read. Must make DO NOT ISOLATE AGAIN my top rule (after not drinking of course) I've just always felt such a failure starting over and over... and over again...

Head - meet brick wall

01-07-2014, 11:12 PM

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Louise82

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Yeah, isolation is what did for me during my relapses. You're not a failure as long as you never give up.

01-07-2014, 11:19 PM

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MyTimeNow

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Thanks Louise, it's all to easy to do and perfect AV... just me, the wine and 'peace'. Yeah right.

Ok, better get cracking for the day, have a good one!