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You have a disease. It's cunning, baffling and powerful. It tells us to refuse the help and to pick up that drink.
You are no alone in this Liss. You can fight that AV that tells you to drink. You have the strength deep inside, you just have to find it and hold on to it. You do have it or you wouldn't be posting here.
You are no alone in this Liss. You can fight that AV that tells you to drink. You have the strength deep inside, you just have to find it and hold on to it. You do have it or you wouldn't be posting here.
Member
Join Date: Aug 2013
Location: C.C. Ma.
Posts: 3,697
Hi. When I first entered AA I was much the same. I wanted to drink more than I wanted to get sober. Upon examining the reasons for my 4th I believe I was immature emotionally and quite undisciplined. I found out that my Character defects are not thoughts, feelings or emotions. Character defects are the ACTIONS which result when thoughts, feelings and emotions run rampant and are out of control.
BE WELL
BE WELL
what's wrong with me the more slips I have the more I slip
You can break the cycle - with some work and commitment - you know what to do - you did it for 10 months - you just have to apply the brakes to this runaway train thing you have going on.
There's a part of you that wants to stay sober - give every thing you have to that part - call in all the help and support you need to the next time that little voice tells you that you can 'get away' with a drink.
you can do this. I believe in you
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Member
Join Date: Jun 2012
Location: Gatineau, QC, CA
Posts: 5,100
Don't give please Liss. Take all those negative feelings you are feeling and throw them at who really deserves it, your AV. Hate it with all your guts.
And get up fast, the longer you let the AV feed the hungrier it get. Thoughts like, I slipped, might as well have fun until the new year are not from you.
Good luck, we are here, fighting in your corner
And get up fast, the longer you let the AV feed the hungrier it get. Thoughts like, I slipped, might as well have fun until the new year are not from you.
Good luck, we are here, fighting in your corner
EndGame
Join Date: Jun 2013
Location: New York, NY
Posts: 4,677
The best predictor for a relapse is having had a prior relapse. The more I relapse, the more likely I'll relapse again.
The solution is to put down the drink, get the help I need, and make a commitment not to drink no matter what.
The solution is to put down the drink, get the help I need, and make a commitment not to drink no matter what.
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