kaisgo

but in my country i dont have frums like this
im from israel
im a student and i sufer from i dont wanna say it
i take ritalin that i just an huor ago flusht down the toilet becouse i get addicted to practicly everything
but what hurts me the most is the alcohol abuse for the last 10 years
i dont know where to start from
i look here a lot
today my husband is away i took a lot oof ritalin (aderal in your state called) and i had to have a beer to calm down
i just want someone to talk to
i have so much to say i dont have idie rom were to start

i hate it that i see your orum and you know to not to feel so lonly wth your problem and help each other, i please want to fit in
i went to AA in the capital city but now i live in a smelll town and cant becouse every one know each other and here its like not popular nobody talks aout it
its make me feel like im alone
and worse:
like is is normal becouse its not an issue

please help
i was arrested twise and my husband too
wee HAVE to stop it

but i allways feel like after a week we forget about concequenses and keep on

maby if you willl give me sopurt i will pass it to him and i wil make him and us stronget

right now im the week part..

i wil lose it all
WE will ose it all

god dammit what the hell. its just a ******* bevrege

thank you for listening

KateL

It's good that you have found this forum. Just look around and perhaps get some ideas about how you can recover. I wish you luck and know exactly how you feel if that helps. Good luck xxx

hayley86

Welcome kaisgo, there is tons of support here. Glad you have joined us.

Thepatman

Welcome to SR. You are not alone. We are many and we are family.

Friends

Shalom and welcome,
I'm new here too, there are people here from all over the world struggling with addictions. I am sure you will find support. Keep strong and keep trying.

22NGONE

Hello,

Welcome! You are not alone! I was in Haifa once and took a tour to Jerusalem, I found nothing but friendly people there. There is plenty of support here and online. I think you may be able to find a meeting near your town... there are more than most people think. I encourage you to utilize this site and many others until you find some people of like mind. Remember, it's the first drink that gets you drunk! Good luck.

Pman123

Hey man, have you considered inpatient rehab Or going into a crisis center? It helped me out before when I made a stupid choice with something I aint proud of. Its a good controlled environment that helps you find methods of beating your addiction. Israel has a decent medical system. They should offer programs like this.

Dee74

welcome to SR Kaisgo

If face to face meetings are out, what about online meetings?
I don't know anything about Israel but maybe you could google a little?

D

least

to SR! We are a very friendly and supportive community here.

Dee74

I merged two threads for you.
Having one thread makes it a little easier for people to respond to you kaisgo

you can also find our current months support thread here:
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...2013-a-14.html

It's for everyone quitting or trying to quit in December - lots of support and encouragement there too
all you need to do is start posting

D

Anna

Welcome Kaisgo!

Hevyn

I'm glad to meet you kaisgo! It helps so much to participate here - you are never alone.

firstymer

Welcome to SR, kaisgo. I have received a great amount of helpful advice and support from the good people here. I am glad you are here with us.

Pete55

Welcome,
I felt that to, exactly that just as you said it.
The conclusion of conclusions is accept that drinking is no longer part of our living. And that it's OK to not drink. What others may think or wonder why I don't drink is no longer part of my thought process.

Yeah, me to, it's only a beer or a wine that looks so "innocent" until I drink it and caused all those issues, I know.
We just cannot drink, it's that simple.

All the best

MythOfSisyphus

Welcome to SR, kaisgo! It's good to have you here. The great thing about the internet is that no matter where you are we're just around the corner. No need to go it alone any more.

kaisgo

Omg its the firrst time i see people that dont juj and really understand becouse ther been there!!
I cant go to medical center becouse its a secret...like...every one knows i really shuld stop but i cant leave university and go to rehab ..
I intredust myself beter in a new post in forum- a sober first post
I was waiting all day to log in here... i think this forum is a golden option for help becouse you make people(atleast me) dont feel so lonly and ashamed
And its everything for me
All morning i cryd everything hurts couse i past out somehow and hurt my jaw, havent slept or ate at all and i only thought of try to relax and sleep so i can come back here

And here i am

kaisgo

Im sorry i write a lot im just REALLY exited

Dee74

we're glad to have you here Kaisgo.

None of us can force you to the Doctors - but I hope you'll reconsider if you feel bad in withdrawal.

D

MythOfSisyphus

Someone is always here, Kaisgo. You're never alone with addiction! Lots of us have dealt with and are currently dealing with it, too. There's help to be had.

The single most important thing to understand is that there is hope! You have the power to change your life.

Just be careful with stopping all at once. Be ready to get medical help if you need it. Your health is your most important possession.