bazzza28

When thing get tuff in life and U loose some1 so dearly and u think why them not me everyday of your life and had a best friend that killed himself and all u fell is guilt shame its so hard not to turn to drink bn 3 months of the drink at start of year doing volunteer lifes was going good but birthdays anniversary pop up just fall back down in a hole when will this end soon I hope caz am not getting any younger

ScottFromWI

Sorry for your loss Bazzza. Keep in mind that drinking now will make everything worse. The shame, the guilt, your health - every single part of your life will be worse than it is now if you drink. You are much better prepared to deal with stress and life sober. What better way to honor your friend as well by staying sober and being strong.

ImperfectlyMe

When it ends is only up to you. If you choose it can end right now. Don't give your power away, you are driving this train.

22NGONE

Sorry for your loss but nothing you listed will get any better by you getting drunk. Time takes time and if you string enough days together you'll find the pain is gone.

bazzza28

Thanks for your replay guys I have 1 week to day sober I also have psdo witch does not help I am going to my first meeting to night in a year am just trying to stay strong minded and get support taking a day at a time

KateL

Chin Up. Bad things will always happen. Hang on in there, xxx

bazzza28

Thanks am strong minded my only weakness is drink hope all you's are doing ok

Jeni26

I'm sorry about your friend bazzza. I agree with what Scott said...drinking only makes everything worse. And what better way of honouring your friend than turning your life around and staying sober.

Best wishes to you.

least

Congrats on a week sober. Keep on keepin' on.

Dee74

Sorry for your loss Bazzza.

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Hevyn

Good job on one week Bazzza. You can do this - and never return to that miserable place.

bazzza28

thank u for your support :O)

Charliee

Good job on the first week and I am sorry for your loss. Keep your chin up

Brianv2

I'm sorry for your loss. Live life in honor of those you have loved who have passed. And for yourself.

bazzza28

Thanks