Off the wagon, back in the saddle
Off the wagon, back in the saddle
Hello,
Just a quick "hello" to all of the other newbies. I have really drank too much over the last couple of months and want to go back to my sober life. I haven't had more than 3 months sober, so far. I have been trying to quit since March. Each time, I got tired of being sober and decided to "moderate" with less-than-stellar results.
Thanks to everyone here for being supportive and an inspiration. Today is day one and a good day to stop.
-First
Just a quick "hello" to all of the other newbies. I have really drank too much over the last couple of months and want to go back to my sober life. I haven't had more than 3 months sober, so far. I have been trying to quit since March. Each time, I got tired of being sober and decided to "moderate" with less-than-stellar results.
Thanks to everyone here for being supportive and an inspiration. Today is day one and a good day to stop.
-First
That is a good question, Dee. I think recognizing it as a craving, instead of a rational solution is important. I am so, so, so tired of having a drinking problem. I am so done with it. I cannot carry on like this again. The temptation of "moderation" is what gets me every time. I tried tapering over the last two weeks, an unsuccessful attempt to moderate is really what it amounted to. I have to go cold turkey. There is no other solution.
Thoughts of moderation just need to be recognized as old-fashioned cravings, I suppose.
Thoughts of moderation just need to be recognized as old-fashioned cravings, I suppose.
Welcome! I went down that same road for years with less than stellar results each time. The last time before I finally decided I just could not drink was the worst. I was drinking every day and I finally decided enough was enough!
That is a good question, Dee. I think recognizing it as a craving, instead of a rational solution is important. I am so, so, so tired of having a drinking problem. I am so done with it. I cannot carry on like this again. The temptation of "moderation" is what gets me every time. I tried tapering over the last two weeks, an unsuccessful attempt to moderate is really what it amounted to. I have to go cold turkey. There is no other solution.
Thoughts of moderation just need to be recognized as old-fashioned cravings, I suppose.
Thoughts of moderation just need to be recognized as old-fashioned cravings, I suppose.
After periods of abusing alcohol - our bodies will actually psychically change. New neuro-pathways are created. It's like when you learn a behavior (like how to swim) this creates neurons for recall. Per my addiction/psychiatrist - we can never "unlearn" how to swim, or unlearn how to drink/drug. Former addicts/alcoholics have actually CHANGED their bodies - we cant "unlearn" our reaction from alcohol It's just something you will have reconcile. welcome back.
To date, I have never met someone who had a "positive" relapse...
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I don't understand why anyone would want to moderate or am I missing something! What is the point? I drank because I like the feeling it gave me and I wouldn't get that with one or two drinks. When someone says moderate I always get an image of a child with a box full of chocolates,their parents standing over them and saying you can have one or two but then you must stop. It's easier not to bother. Best of luck and keep posting
Okay, something is missing here. I think I said the opposite. My point is that I do not want or plan to moderate. My point was that I have learned that making deals to "moderate" is just a good old-fashion craving to get wasted. As someone said earlier, the "pennies have dropped."
Here is where I am upset. Why not try to sort the a possible miscommunication? Why jump all over me? Even if I did indeed wanted to "moderate," wouldn't gentle coaxing and kind advice do a better job than exclamation-laden responses such as the ones above? I would like to remind everyone that people who are detoxing during their first sober hours are sensitive in general; they come here for support and guidance, not insensitive criticism.
Here is where I am upset. Why not try to sort the a possible miscommunication? Why jump all over me? Even if I did indeed wanted to "moderate," wouldn't gentle coaxing and kind advice do a better job than exclamation-laden responses such as the ones above? I would like to remind everyone that people who are detoxing during their first sober hours are sensitive in general; they come here for support and guidance, not insensitive criticism.
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Pretty sure all of us have made plenty of "deals" to moderate, switch to another kind of AH, not drink on certain days, etc, etc. before coming to the conclusion quitting all together was the only reasonable option. Glad you're here, and ready to stop drinking, and stop making new "deals".
I know I tried everything before I was ready to stop for good. I tried to moderate, tried switching my alcohol choices, marked the bottles, and anything else you can think of.
I had to get to where you are now 1stthingsfirst! Good for you! I'm so happy you came back and are ready to commit to sobriety. It took me quite a while to find my way. I couldn't be happier with my choice.
I had to get to where you are now 1stthingsfirst! Good for you! I'm so happy you came back and are ready to commit to sobriety. It took me quite a while to find my way. I couldn't be happier with my choice.
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