Last poem for now
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Last poem for now
Twisted Reality
Lord please grant me the ability
To cage the beast that’s concealed in me
Its daily feedings are killing me
I’m asking with tears, this **** is real to me
Daily searching for the reason why, I can’t shake loose
Being choked out more & more with my hopes in this noose
Constant ass kicking’s for my choices, what is the use
I hate this but my demon loves the abuse
Live life in hell due to the choices I make
I mean…How much misery can one person take?
Everyday gets harder with him raising the stakes
Damn he’s gone…No he isn’t! He just pumped faked
Just a day in the life of me, chasing my tail
A runaway train that has jumped the rail
Wish I could find an opening within and just bail
But most times it seems I’m just destine to fail
praying for your brother as he fights. He has a gift, such raw emotions and vulnerability. I pray he will continue to write and hopefully find purpose and victory in this struggle ... prayers for you too, its so very hard to see our loved ones in such a battle
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The last 3 you posted are so wrapped up in him viewing himself as...
Well lets use some type of analogy that works at least in my head.
Being one dimensional ~ living in the past which drives a future to nowhere land.
Being two dimensional ~ seeing yourself as good and evil, splitting the sides yet not necessarily accepting either one.
Being three dimensional ~ Is where you accept yourself for who you are/were/are in every moment of your life and not as some end means or as a way to torture/label yourself.
No matter how you view what he writes, I do hope that within his words he can find that he can't cage the beast, he has to accept it as part of who he is ... and think different, live different which won't just keep the beast caged which he seems to want but make the beast a mute point.
Well lets use some type of analogy that works at least in my head.
Being one dimensional ~ living in the past which drives a future to nowhere land.
Being two dimensional ~ seeing yourself as good and evil, splitting the sides yet not necessarily accepting either one.
Being three dimensional ~ Is where you accept yourself for who you are/were/are in every moment of your life and not as some end means or as a way to torture/label yourself.
No matter how you view what he writes, I do hope that within his words he can find that he can't cage the beast, he has to accept it as part of who he is ... and think different, live different which won't just keep the beast caged which he seems to want but make the beast a mute point.
Twisted Reality
Lord please grant me the ability
To cage the beast that’s concealed in me
Its daily feedings are killing me
I’m asking with tears, this **** is real to me
Daily searching for the reason why, I can’t shake loose
Being choked out more & more with my hopes in this noose
Constant ass kicking’s for my choices, what is the use
I hate this but my demon loves the abuse
Live life in hell due to the choices I make
I mean…How much misery can one person take?
Everyday gets harder with him raising the stakes
Damn he’s gone…No he isn’t! He just pumped faked
Just a day in the life of me, chasing my tail
A runaway train that has jumped the rail
Wish I could find an opening within and just bail
But most times it seems I’m just destine to fail
Your struggles are real , this fight within
No stone cast , have belief in kin .
This demon you speak is alive and real
I know this beast i hate this feel.
Living life in hell with choices you made
But time doth heal, this soon will fade
Although now its raw and true
Life must have a plan for you .
Your daily search for answers why
Will reap no good , don't even try
Your tail will wag , your train come in
Cos thru all this , you can win
The angst you feel, the turmoil too
Is building up inside of you
So take a breath and dream your dream
Things aren't always as they seem
Try to rise above your misery
soon this will be history
Unleash this beast when you return
Watch the ******* crash n burn
There's more to you than what you've done
You're smart you're clever probably fun
So clear away the the evil thought
Triumph over this battle you've fought
Your mind is sharp you write so clear
We understand , we care , we hear.
So try not to feel so alone
These days now will long be gone
Bless xx
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