JT

I feel like the donkey in the well...I have been feeling trapped and overwelmed and depressed and just generally like sh**!!!

So today I am going to buy another flat of flowers (shovel full of dirt) and I am going to stop and buy something for my GS (shovel full of dirt), I am going to make arrangements to pick him up for an overnight (shovel full of dirt)I am going to find some great tunes for the car (shovel full of dirt)take the dog for a walk, clean my house, just generally shake it off and get up and moving (shovel, shovel, shovel). And if I keep stepping up on the new dirt I will get out of this dark well!!

I cannot...I WILL not stay in this horrible place!

I have alot to be greatful for....my GS was not injured....my son is where he belongs...so whatever it takes...

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JT

It worked!!! Thanks BD!!!

JT

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Ann

JT!!!

I just know that if I could do it, YOU could do it. Oh there will be no stopping us now!

But I really do have to get out some resumes and find some other creative activities for today. I will focus on the job-hunt this morning, and go enjoy the sunshine this afternoon (it rained all day yesterday )

I hope you enjoy your day with the grandson and before you know it you will be out of the well!!

Good to see you back and fighting.

Hugs

P.S. and I'll just bet you can find the right size Ben & Jerry's for the kit .

JT

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Ok I proved my point...gotta go get some work done!!

Ann

JT

I'm glad to see you got out of the well

Hope you had a great day and enjoy your grandson tonight.

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Hugs

P.S. Krazy Bob dropped in to our "survival" site again. Go look.

Josie

Hey JT.,
I've been feeling the same way, I
literally made myself get up and start
"doing" today, and now I feel alot better. These "relapses", really get
me down, and I feel like I'm starting
MY recovery all over again. Enjoy your
grandson, the kids really help me alot,
they are so innocent and have that
unconditional love. I made big plans
this Sunday with them, I didn't get over
there last Sunday, so I'm really ready
for a "kid fix". (My son is still OUT
there somewhere, in really bad shape).
There's absolutely nothing I can do,
I still have crazy thoughts, (like hog-
tieing him) to a bed or something with
enough chain to get to the bathroom, and
give him food and water for about a
month until he drys out.

Love,

Ann

Josie

Our prayers are all with you and your son right now. I think our sons each have a guardian angel that watches over them (and they work overtime!).

And take good care of yourself, this can really wear you down.

Hugs

P.S. I sent you a PM.

Morning Glory

I really don't want that guardian angel job anymore.