SilentLove

Hi all,

I appreciate all the advice you have given me in my last thread. I know deep down I shouldn't contact him but i really want to tell him off for what he did to me. Then again, knowing me, i would feel terrible after. I guess I am just making an excuse to talk to him. It has been a month and he has not even contacted me. Could it be that his family is forbidding him to talk to me after all the mess? Or is he angry at me for telling his parents about his spice problem? i just miss him so much and i wish he could see how much he's hurt me an be apologetic about it.

AnvilheadII

looking to HIM to validate your feelings is an exercise in futility. how you feel is how YOU feel....acknowledge it, embrace it, LEARN from it, and move forward with your life. stay grounded, stay in reality.