CriticalMass

I blew 27 days a couple of months back. This time is different. I am adhering to SMART, reading up on addiction, reading SR, mulling over a gratitude list, and I even attended an AA meeting. The past is behind me. Guilt or shame or embarrassment won't get me anywhere. I can learn from and respect the past, live in and be mindful of the present, and plan, consider, and hope for the future. I am working to maintain motivation, cope with urges, manage my thoughts, feelings, and behaviors, and live a balanced life. My partner is holding me accountable, and I'm encouraging him to learn more about alcohol dependence and his role in my using.

So here I stand (or sit, rather) 23 years old with 23 days of sobriety. I'll see you on the other side of the night, on Day 24. Some people are against counting the days, but at this point...I'm counting them and celebrating each small victory. Thanks for reading.

CR

neferkamichael

CriticalMass, 23 days is FANTASTIC. Congratulations. Rootin for ya.

happyhour

critical, seems like you are doing what you need to do, congratulations to you!

least

Congrats on your sober days and here's to many more!

butterfly33

I love your post CriticalMass, you sound positive and focused. You seem pretty clued up for a 23 year old, I wish I'd been as wise at that age.

All the best for your journey

IOAA2

Congratulations and hang in there. Tho at times it's difficult the rewardS are certainly worth the effort. It's so nice feeling comfortable in our own skin without the depressant alcohol.
BE WELL

CriticalMass

Thanks, guys! Today is Day 24. When I make it through Saturday night, I'll have more days accumulated than I ever have since the day I started abusing.