I want to drink
This is the first sober Friday I have had in at least nine years!! I felt slighty edgy earlier in the evening, but I am now over the hump. Stay with it. I have no desire to drink right now. I am going to take a nice long shower and go to bed. Stay strong!!!!
It's 8:45 on Friday night. I'm in my Jammie's.
Because I'll be up at dawn meditating and watching the sunrise before my run !!
Couldn't be more grateful or happier because of another sober day.
Because I'll be up at dawn meditating and watching the sunrise before my run !!
Couldn't be more grateful or happier because of another sober day.
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I've been feeling the same way for the last 3-5 hours. I don't want one beer or one shot. I want to get DRUNK. I know I cant though. I've played the tape over and over, but that urge to lose inhibition just sounds so good.
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Had to throw that out there. I know that's crappy thinking. I guess it's my AV.
I know you you feel, Rec! The AV's are out tonight. Ive been mulling about this for the past hour. If I could get drunk one night a week, and that would satisfy me all week, would I take it? My alcoholic mind is telling me I would, right now. But I know that would never work.
Had to throw that out there. I know that's crappy thinking. I guess it's my AV.
Had to throw that out there. I know that's crappy thinking. I guess it's my AV.
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