Day 5...yesterday was hard
Day 5...yesterday was hard
As I was starting to feel better, I jammed my day with tons of things, couldn't possibly get them all done, felt like a failure, and figured if I fail sober then I might as well be numb.
I went to bed instead.
I went to bed instead.
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try not to shoot yourself in the foot....if you need to accomplish things, give yourself 1-3tasks, finish them then a small treat, be it a movie, food, walk, talk with friends...and you are not a failure! you are staying sober...resting, healing.
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You can do this, the first week is the hardest it gets better sooner than you think, really.
I think I remember you said that you ran /competed in Ironman type events, if so you know you it would be impossible to train and be ready to compete in a few days.
Give yourself some time, being productive certainly helps but don't try and out do the Romans, they didn't finish their city that quick.
wish you well
I think I remember you said that you ran /competed in Ironman type events, if so you know you it would be impossible to train and be ready to compete in a few days.
Give yourself some time, being productive certainly helps but don't try and out do the Romans, they didn't finish their city that quick.
wish you well
Way to get through Day 5, ctrl. Well done. If getting things done during the day is a concern, rest easy. Once you get past this first week, you will be amazed at how many extra things in a day you can do, now that you are sober. Stay strong!
Thanks, everyone. Trying to remember what is important, and what isn't. Obviously I've had my priorities mixed up for a while.
It's hard for me to realize that it wasn't just drinking that was out of control, but all the things that I did to enable it. The lying, the not working, the not exercising, the isolation, the expectations not met...
I'm not drinking anymore, but I have work to do in those other areas, too. I just need to take it slowly and try not to rebuild everything in a day, or think that it will all be magically rebuilt just because I'm sober.
Thanks again.
It's hard for me to realize that it wasn't just drinking that was out of control, but all the things that I did to enable it. The lying, the not working, the not exercising, the isolation, the expectations not met...
I'm not drinking anymore, but I have work to do in those other areas, too. I just need to take it slowly and try not to rebuild everything in a day, or think that it will all be magically rebuilt just because I'm sober.
Thanks again.
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