AugustWest11

Is not being able to sleep; which is the case now. Back hurts, tired of the pain pills making me sick. Mind is racing, as always lately. But strangely I have no desire, cravings, or feel the need :-) Not saying it is a "break through" or nothing, just thought it was cool. Ohh IM, if ya read this Ex's mom is getting us cup cakes, so yes it is a cup cake day ;-)

13unluckyforsom

Ditto - nothing worse than fighting sleep! Hope you rest soon. Brilliant that your first thought isn't to drink though it's progress.

AugustWest11

Yea, I think so as well. Considering I never even thought why I can't or how I can "get away" w\ it. Just layin' here reading & started to laugh and then I realized normally I would have a beer & I don't want it .. Super happy w\ that.

ImperfectlyMe

Have you gotten any rest?

David10

a lot of hard physical activity during the day is the best cure for insomnia. Long walks in particular.

Dee74

Hope you get some rest AW

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13unluckyforsom

This is so good! You being able to laugh about it is even good lol

You sounded pretty relaxed - I hope you got to sleep.

AugustWest11

Thanx all ... I got 3 hours before the workers showed up :p & He will be back tomorrow after I get off work *sigh* But am off tomorrow night so I will just crash and burn early I am sure :p

AugustWest11

Had people coming here; so couldn't take a walk .. Not to mention after working hard all night last thing I want to do is physical activity lol

13unluckyforsom

Yey your still drink free lol good for you

AugustWest11

Yepp & never drink on the weekends :p So yay 1 week here I come :p

13unluckyforsom

In the bag 2am here I should be sleeping - I was sleeping but woke up lol

Junegirl

You're doing great, AW. Not sleeping makes me psycho.
Ex's mom is bringing you and ex cupcakes, huh? Hmmmmmm...


June

LadyBlue0527

Cupcakes rock! So do you AW and I hope that you get some rest soon

AugustWest11

Thanx .. Yea I got a Kit Kat cupcake; red velvet & Chocolate Mouse Off to work; hopefully the net is on :p

ImperfectlyMe

I hope your triple cupcake session didn't get you to sugar shocked . But I'm glad you are on the upswing. I've noticed your posts are more positive and less defeatist! And I think maybe it's clicking? Getting the you back you haven't seen in decades.

13unluckyforsom

Gotta agree with IM it's really nice to see the spark coming out in you! Way to smash it! Keep on going!

AugustWest11

Something clicked & I have seen diff. Vibes from things @ the house. Most importantly, I think I finally "admitted" it instead of just "saying" it.

ImperfectlyMe

we can only hide our truths for so long! Saying it will never be enough with ANYTHING. It's in the doing it and believing it that we find our salvation. Has pain decreased since your more positive outlook?

AugustWest11

sadly no if anything increased :p Mainly cause work is picking up w\ Holidays getting closer; sales increasing and so on ..