Birthday Tomorrow - Still Struggling
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Birthday Tomorrow - Still Struggling
Hate myself. I have been fighting the "Beast" for upwards of 4 years now. I feel terrible every day. I don't drink every day, but if I don't I literally think about it all day. Im done
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Welcome back Ethos. Have a happy birthday tomorrow! Feeling terrible all the time and thinking about alcohol all the time is the addiction talking. That voice will calm down once you stop. Try to go easy on yourself and take it one day or hour at a time. It maybe rough at first but you will get there.
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As far as recovery goes, I don't think of much. I pass it of a my being too "busy" Honestly, at this point, I just figure that I will live like this until I die. I have a nice Life Insurance policy for my family. I know it sounds bleak, but thats the truth'
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Originally Posted by Ethos23 
As far as recovery goes, I don't think of much. I pass it of a my being too "busy" Honestly, at this point, I just figure that I will live like this until I die. I have a nice Life Insurance policy for my family. I know it sounds bleak, but thats the truth'
That might be the problem - you need to take action - recovery is not passive.
if nothing changes in your life, how can anything change?
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