Just do the next right thing
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Just do the next right thing
Today I decided that sober was what I needed (partially wanted). Planning on attending an open meeting today at noon. I just keep telling myself "just do the next right thing". I know I am in for one heck of a roller coaster ride & know I can't do this without guidance and The Lord. I am hoping to journal through this (something I loved to do once upon a time)! A bottle or more of wine every day for over 6 years. And I need to lead my family by example (especially for my 3 kids). So there it is....Hi I'm HolySoberBatman (I would like to stay anonymous and my name is unique) and I am an alcholic. I typed it! Maybe saying it out loud today will be different. I'll let ya know!
to SR! There's a lot of support here. Use it to get yourself sober.
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Hoping I don't "know" anyone at this meeting!! I think that's one of my fears today. Rough morning getting kids off to school and bring one to the doctor. But just keep doin the next right thing. I am a busy wife and mom to 3 kids. Life has to keep going since I can't make everyone stop their lives to deal with me. I am appreciative of all the support in just this few hours!
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It's was emotional! I showed up and was shown the room and with a friendly nudge, I stepped in. I listened, I cried and I said "my name is ....and I'm an alcoholic"! Thus opening my flood gates of tears. I had rehearsed it in the mirror a thousand times and it was far from what I rehearsed. It was better, I was letting go and letting god and other people know exactly who I am for the first time in too many years to count! Hands are shaking less...great people filled that room! Oh and their stories, each of them I found a price of me or inspiration. They gave me phone numbers, offered food....it's my busy part of my day with kids but I will check back and let you know how my path goes! Onward and upward! I want this!!! "Just do the next right thing"
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Originally Posted by HolySoberBatman 
It's was emotional! I showed up and was shown the room and with a friendly nudge, I stepped in. I listened, I cried and I said "my name is ....and I'm an alcoholic"! Thus opening my flood gates of tears. I had rehearsed it in the mirror a thousand times and it was far from what I rehearsed. It was better, I was letting go and letting god and other people know exactly who I am for the first time in too many years to count! Hands are shaking less...great people filled that room! Oh and their stories, each of them I found a price of me or inspiration. They gave me phone numbers, offered food....it's my busy part of my day with kids but I will check back and let you know how my path goes! Onward and upward! I want this!!! "Just do the next right thing"
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Welcome Batman! You're off to a great start. I think you'll enjoy being part of the family here. There's so much encouragement and support from people who really understand you.
Good that you went to a meeting and participated. You're doing all you can to get yourself back on track.
Good that you went to a meeting and participated. You're doing all you can to get yourself back on track.
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