alagnat

I was looking for a chat room to see peoples ideas on how to resist temptation. Being a former alcoholic and drug addict when I got off of those (20 yrs ago) and picked up anything with sugar in it. I feel I am more addicted to sugar than anything else Ive done. Its really bad because I have been insulin diabetic type II since 2004, but I don't care if sugar is bad for me as long as I get my fix, but its a fix that will go on all day. My blood sugars have been up to over 500 which you can go into a coma and possibly die. I have told my doctor, nutritionist and diatician but it does nothing. Ive tries a million's of times. To make things worse the floor below me has vending machines. I will tear my place apart looking for change and if I can't find any I will borrow a $ from one of my friends in the building. I dont have any support. HELP!