2 + 2 does not always = 4
2 + 2 does not always = 4
OK, SR.
I'm back . . . .
And I gotta detox again . . . . . its gonna suck.
Why do we do this? Why do I?
Yes, the obvious answer is that I am an alcoholic.
I'm a smart guy. But I am screwing my life up.
Maybe I have drank too many brain cells away.
However much I hate it, its Day 0.
And just so you know 2 + 2 = 65438939849
I'm back . . . .
And I gotta detox again . . . . . its gonna suck.
Why do we do this? Why do I?
Yes, the obvious answer is that I am an alcoholic.
I'm a smart guy. But I am screwing my life up.
Maybe I have drank too many brain cells away.
However much I hate it, its Day 0.
And just so you know 2 + 2 = 65438939849
Welcome back Dalouie
I dunno - I'm a smart guy too - but I believed I was so smart I could beat the odds and manage, somehow, to gain control of my drinking.
No ones that smart - not when alcohol owns you the way it did me.
Accepting that changed everything for me.
It's not about intelligence. Its a visceral thing...I craved drinking.
I needed to break that cycle for good. Abstinence worked for me.
D
I dunno - I'm a smart guy too - but I believed I was so smart I could beat the odds and manage, somehow, to gain control of my drinking.
No ones that smart - not when alcohol owns you the way it did me.
Accepting that changed everything for me.
It's not about intelligence. Its a visceral thing...I craved drinking.
I needed to break that cycle for good. Abstinence worked for me.
D
Thanks D. Im not much of a huggin guy, but I would give you one.
That really is the crux of it, isn't it. Alcohol owns me. And I am not the type of person that is owned by anyone.
I did it for two months before. And I was happy. So now its 2 seconds. Then 2 minutes. And who knows. maybe someday 2 decades.
That really is the crux of it, isn't it. Alcohol owns me. And I am not the type of person that is owned by anyone.
I did it for two months before. And I was happy. So now its 2 seconds. Then 2 minutes. And who knows. maybe someday 2 decades.
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