First steps
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First steps
Hi,
I am new here. I just had a realization yesterday after another weekend of drinking that I have a problem. 10 years out of college, have been drinking since I was about 15. Not a daily or even weekly drinker, but I am still finding myself waking up a few times a year trying to piece the night together. I am afraid I am going to wind up dead or in jail or having hurt someone. I want to stop drinking. I want to go back to a life without alcohol.
Alcohol is so ubiquitous in society. I think this is going to be very hard. I have stopped drinking at times before, but never for good. I know the peer pressure will be there. But I want to quit.
Every really bad moment in my life was the result of drinking. Have to quit. Is AA the way to go? I am not very religious and worried about a stigma by going to a meeting, but would like to hear any input. Thanks for listening.
I am new here. I just had a realization yesterday after another weekend of drinking that I have a problem. 10 years out of college, have been drinking since I was about 15. Not a daily or even weekly drinker, but I am still finding myself waking up a few times a year trying to piece the night together. I am afraid I am going to wind up dead or in jail or having hurt someone. I want to stop drinking. I want to go back to a life without alcohol.
Alcohol is so ubiquitous in society. I think this is going to be very hard. I have stopped drinking at times before, but never for good. I know the peer pressure will be there. But I want to quit.
Every really bad moment in my life was the result of drinking. Have to quit. Is AA the way to go? I am not very religious and worried about a stigma by going to a meeting, but would like to hear any input. Thanks for listening.
Welcome to SR! It is great to have you. Congrats on admitting you have a problem. That is the first step.
There are other programs than AA - check out the Secular forum here on SR. I go to AA - it works for me, even if my higher power is not God the almighty.
There are other programs than AA - check out the Secular forum here on SR. I go to AA - it works for me, even if my higher power is not God the almighty.
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Every really bad moment in my life was the result of drinking
Best of luck to you
Welcome CardHat. I'm so glad you're taking action. I wish I had back when I first knew I was in trouble.
It isn't how often you drink - but what it does to you when you do. I started out drinking the same way you are, and eventually it led me to complete dependency and an out of control life. I'm glad you're taking a look at the problems it's caused you. As for AA, it's the answer for many & I agree that you don't have to be religious to find it helpful. I personally do not attend meetings - I've just used SR. Whatever you decide, I'm glad you've reached out for help.
It isn't how often you drink - but what it does to you when you do. I started out drinking the same way you are, and eventually it led me to complete dependency and an out of control life. I'm glad you're taking a look at the problems it's caused you. As for AA, it's the answer for many & I agree that you don't have to be religious to find it helpful. I personally do not attend meetings - I've just used SR. Whatever you decide, I'm glad you've reached out for help.
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Welcome CardHat. I'm so glad you're taking action. I wish I had back when I first knew I was in trouble.
It isn't how often you drink - but what it does to you when you do. I started out drinking the same way you are, and eventually it led me to complete dependency and an out of control life. I'm glad you're taking a look at the problems it's caused you. As for AA, it's the answer for many & I agree that you don't have to be religious to find it helpful. I personally do not attend meetings - I've just used SR. Whatever you decide, I'm glad you've reached out for help.
It isn't how often you drink - but what it does to you when you do. I started out drinking the same way you are, and eventually it led me to complete dependency and an out of control life. I'm glad you're taking a look at the problems it's caused you. As for AA, it's the answer for many & I agree that you don't have to be religious to find it helpful. I personally do not attend meetings - I've just used SR. Whatever you decide, I'm glad you've reached out for help.
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Hi,
I am new here. I just had a realization yesterday after another weekend of drinking that I have a problem. 10 years out of college, have been drinking since I was about 15. Not a daily or even weekly drinker, but I am still finding myself waking up a few times a year trying to piece the night together. I am afraid I am going to wind up dead or in jail or having hurt someone. I want to stop drinking. I want to go back to a life without alcohol.
Alcohol is so ubiquitous in society. I think this is going to be very hard. I have stopped drinking at times before, but never for good. I know the peer pressure will be there. But I want to quit.
Every really bad moment in my life was the result of drinking. Have to quit. Is AA the way to go? I am not very religious and worried about a stigma by going to a meeting, but would like to hear any input. Thanks for listening.
I am new here. I just had a realization yesterday after another weekend of drinking that I have a problem. 10 years out of college, have been drinking since I was about 15. Not a daily or even weekly drinker, but I am still finding myself waking up a few times a year trying to piece the night together. I am afraid I am going to wind up dead or in jail or having hurt someone. I want to stop drinking. I want to go back to a life without alcohol.
Alcohol is so ubiquitous in society. I think this is going to be very hard. I have stopped drinking at times before, but never for good. I know the peer pressure will be there. But I want to quit.
Every really bad moment in my life was the result of drinking. Have to quit. Is AA the way to go? I am not very religious and worried about a stigma by going to a meeting, but would like to hear any input. Thanks for listening.
Hi,
I am new here. I just had a realization yesterday after another weekend of drinking that I have a problem. 10 years out of college, have been drinking since I was about 15. Not a daily or even weekly drinker, but I am still finding myself waking up a few times a year trying to piece the night together. I am afraid I am going to wind up dead or in jail or having hurt someone. I want to stop drinking. I want to go back to a life without alcohol.
Alcohol is so ubiquitous in society. I think this is going to be very hard. I have stopped drinking at times before, but never for good. I know the peer pressure will be there. But I want to quit.
Every really bad moment in my life was the result of drinking. Have to quit. Is AA the way to go? I am not very religious and worried about a stigma by going to a meeting, but would like to hear any input. Thanks for listening.
I am new here. I just had a realization yesterday after another weekend of drinking that I have a problem. 10 years out of college, have been drinking since I was about 15. Not a daily or even weekly drinker, but I am still finding myself waking up a few times a year trying to piece the night together. I am afraid I am going to wind up dead or in jail or having hurt someone. I want to stop drinking. I want to go back to a life without alcohol.
Alcohol is so ubiquitous in society. I think this is going to be very hard. I have stopped drinking at times before, but never for good. I know the peer pressure will be there. But I want to quit.
Every really bad moment in my life was the result of drinking. Have to quit. Is AA the way to go? I am not very religious and worried about a stigma by going to a meeting, but would like to hear any input. Thanks for listening.
I guarantee that the "peers" you will find in the drinking world cannot hold a candle to the "peers" you will meet in AA. And...they are sober.
Just remember that all you have to know about G** is that you are not "it".
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I honestly think for right now I am going to pass on AA and see if I can do it with a few friends I have talked to and with a place like SR. I just don't think I am ready for the meetings yet. I recognize that I have a problem, and I am ready to address it. The real test will be the cookouts, the parties, the weddings, the slow weekends etc but we can do it. One day at a time.
The positive thing is we have become aware of the problem. It's not at all too late for a positive change. Big weekend coming up. I am not going to drink. Let's get it done.
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Welcome to the forum CardHat, I myself have started the transformation from yesterday as well. I've had a challenging relationship with alcohol for the past decade on and off and I've found now that after a couple of bad weekend forays that I will not continue life like this. This past weekend was a bender from Friday evening till Sunday evening and yesterday i was very unproductive and my diet was nonexistent from the alcohol I consumed over the weekend. Welcome 2 the journey my enlightenment day is 8/26/2013 lets conquer this together. #Stayfocused
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Welcome to the forum CardHat, I myself have started the transformation from yesterday as well. I've had a challenging relationship with alcohol for the past decade on and off and I've found now that after a couple of bad weekend forays that I will not continue life like this. This past weekend was a bender from Friday evening till Sunday evening and yesterday i was very unproductive and my diet was nonexistent from the alcohol I consumed over the weekend. Welcome 2 the journey my enlightenment day is 8/26/2013 lets conquer this together. #Stayfocused
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Hi. You’re correct it can be done if. You take a path and have to white knuckle it every day, be honest about your drinking, and can remember this period in the future. If you’re an alcoholic it’s a natural thing to want to drink then talk yourself into drinking and repeat this spiral over and over again. Read the posts on this forum and discover we are not that unique.
Very seldom does cutting back work for the long term work as we usually succumb and drink more. Forgetting the so called religious aspect, which is none, AA has worked for me and many millions of others for many years IF we work it. These forums are a great help for many especially in the beginning. Your choice and good luck.
Very seldom does cutting back work for the long term work as we usually succumb and drink more. Forgetting the so called religious aspect, which is none, AA has worked for me and many millions of others for many years IF we work it. These forums are a great help for many especially in the beginning. Your choice and good luck.
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