Fiancé in Rehab gets out on Monday or September questions!!!
Fiancé in Rehab gets out on Monday or September questions!!!
So my fiancé was sober for 6 years got incarcerated came out of prison and began shooting again and had been since I met him. For the 1st 3 months of us being together I knew something wasn't right. He was always tired yet giddy and nodded off 24/7. He said it was because of Xanax. Then I saw the track marks the needles the filters of ciggs to use the cotton water bottle caps! I got so sick of it threw his stupid mix of drug down the drain flushed needles I wanted to punch him for putting me through all of this BS. I gave him an ultimatum about 4 months ago: detox or I'm gone. He went and detoxes for 7 days, we talked once a night for 10 minutes he sounded amazing! The day he got out he looked amazing gained weight so alive again I was ecstatic I finally had my love back. Not even a week after detox BOOM he's back on it just using suboxne when he couldn't get any dope. I didn't have it in me to move on all my support told me I could do better. I knew this but I also couldn't heal from loving him. Finally he gets kicked out from his parents. He's now in rehab we've barely spoken but exchange letters he's been to rehab 4 other time not including detox. This rehab has him on methadone and found him a clinic for when he gets out. He was very manipulative during the using I always thought there was something wrong with me because of it. Now he's out in less than a week I just received a letter of how sorry he is for everything he's put me through. (I've dabbled in different drug use with him to numb my sadness I guess in a way thinking well if youre high I mine as well enjoy the time together high also.) it's hard to believe him and regain the trust with us. I guess I'm looking for a piece of hope if there's any left. I know he has to do this for himself. If anymore information is needed I will provide.
Thank you to who ever has feedback that's honest with me.
Thank you to who ever has feedback that's honest with me.
I've been to many meetings understand addiction what's frustrating and makes me wish I could see into the future is: along with addictions comes manipulation and lies. Is he deeply apologizing to continue downhill or does he mean it this time. It's so frustrating. Thank you so much!
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