Day 2 is finally over
Day 2 is finally over
Hi all!
Here I go, trying to stop my drinking for the 10000 time. I just finished day two which was hard, I got myself into a drinking routine which started at 2pm at my local sports bar and it goes down hill from there. At age 48 I've been drinking since I was in my 20s and Im afraid I dont have much time left on my clock.
Dont know what led me here, I think I was looking for info on liver damage. Glad I found this forum, hope it can help me too.
Well, thanks for the moment to intro myself. Any advice will be greatly appreciated.
Rick in Phoenix
Here I go, trying to stop my drinking for the 10000 time. I just finished day two which was hard, I got myself into a drinking routine which started at 2pm at my local sports bar and it goes down hill from there. At age 48 I've been drinking since I was in my 20s and Im afraid I dont have much time left on my clock.
Dont know what led me here, I think I was looking for info on liver damage. Glad I found this forum, hope it can help me too.
Well, thanks for the moment to intro myself. Any advice will be greatly appreciated.
Rick in Phoenix
Hi Phx and ... You've found a place with lots of support and encouragement....I'm just starting day 2 for zillionth time so know how you're feeling...got in to the habit of afternoons onwards too...then passing out around 9 and waking up thru night with panic attacks...feels good to wake up with a clear head and conscience this morning...good luck with your journey
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Welcome PhxRick, congratulations on your decision to quit. This is a great group. I cannot offer any great words of wisdom as I am new do this as well, think I am on day 24? All I can say is the standard one day at a time or, if need be, one minute at a time. It does get better, how are you feeling?
Welcome PhxRick, congratulations on your decision to quit. This is a great group. I cannot offer any great words of wisdom as I am new do this as well, think I am on day 24? All I can say is the standard one day at a time or, if need be, one minute at a time. It does get better, how are you feeling?
Thanks for asking.
I guess we just have to reroute our lives...stay away from the places and people that have been part of our drinking life, at least in the early stages...replace them with different activities, get busy in the house with stuff you've been putting off while in the bar all afternoon...easier said than done I know, especially when it (and they) have been part of your life for so long....but nothing changes unless we make those changes....time to grab the bull by the horns!
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Withdrawal stinks, mine was horrible and I am probably lucky to be alive as I did it cold turkey, at home, by myself. The not sleeping thing is annoying, I still have that problem which is why I am on the boards now, LOL. By day 4 I felt almost normal and by day 5 I felt pretty good. You will be amazed at how quickly your physical appearance improves. My daughter did not see me until day 7 or 8 and her first comment was "you look skinny." It is kind of funny since I am far from skinny but the bloating in my face and stomach had gone away. My skin is in much better shape and I do not bruise every time I bump into something.
Hang in there and please keep posting. Most importantly if you have an urge to drink remember to come on here before you pick up that bottle or glass. Praying you feel better soon.
Hang in there and please keep posting. Most importantly if you have an urge to drink remember to come on here before you pick up that bottle or glass. Praying you feel better soon.
Lulu13 so good to hear that you feel better physically too...I can feel the bloating that you refer to...my stomach feels like I'm 6mth pregnant at the moment...can feel the ache in my organs as well...I look like I've aged ten years in the last 12 mths .... Really hoping to see some health improvements too.
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Lulu13 so good to hear that you feel better physically too...I can feel the bloating that you refer to...my stomach feels like I'm 6mth pregnant at the moment...can feel the ache in my organs as well...I look like I've aged ten years in the last 12 mths .... Really hoping to see some health improvements too.
Bless you all! Brought a tear to my eyes knowing that Im not alone in this. Oh boy, here come the emotions, wow, where have they been lately? I can finally talk with people who have lived and battled the demon and still battle him daily.
The only thing that is heavy on my mind is 2pm every afternoon. I gotta beat this before it beats me. Im thinking of buying a bike or gym membership and go at about 1pm so at 2 Im still doing something positive.
Thanks for all the support, it truly means a lot at this point in my life.
The only thing that is heavy on my mind is 2pm every afternoon. I gotta beat this before it beats me. Im thinking of buying a bike or gym membership and go at about 1pm so at 2 Im still doing something positive.
Thanks for all the support, it truly means a lot at this point in my life.
You will feel better soon, I promise. I was in sad shape during detox. could not keep even water down for the first three days. The shakes were so bad on day 1 and 2 I could not type or text. My stomach was horribly bloated and I would get incredible pains on occasion. My throat hurt so badly I had a hard time swallowing but by day 5 that had all resolved. Now it is just the emotional to deal with, not sure which is more difficult :-) Hang in there, the results are worth it.
Bless you all! Brought a tear to my eyes knowing that Im not alone in this. Oh boy, here come the emotions, wow, where have they been lately? I can finally talk with people who have lived and battled the demon and still battle him daily.
The only thing that is heavy on my mind is 2pm every afternoon. I gotta beat this before it beats me. Im thinking of buying a bike or gym membership and go at about 1pm so at 2 Im still doing something positive.
Thanks for all the support, it truly means a lot at this point in my life.
The only thing that is heavy on my mind is 2pm every afternoon. I gotta beat this before it beats me. Im thinking of buying a bike or gym membership and go at about 1pm so at 2 Im still doing something positive.
Thanks for all the support, it truly means a lot at this point in my life.
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Keen, thanks for the kudos. As tough as my detox was it helps to motivate me never to drink again, I hope. I cannot imagine how glamorous I looked projectile vomiting while sweating profusely and shaking. I do believe the emotional part will take awhile for all of us.
PhxRik, I never cry but have done so several times in the last 3 plus weeks. We are so used to being numb the emotions can be overwhelming.
I look forward to sharing both of your journeys!
PhxRik, I never cry but have done so several times in the last 3 plus weeks. We are so used to being numb the emotions can be overwhelming.
I look forward to sharing both of your journeys!
Yeah, wow, whew, the dam behind my eyes burst tonight, my dog was looking at me funny, she's never seen me cry and I cant remember the last time either.
I have a friend here to help me, this is her pic, her name is Daisy and she's my love. We're going to get through this together! Long day 3 ahead, wish me luck!
I have a friend here to help me, this is her pic, her name is Daisy and she's my love. We're going to get through this together! Long day 3 ahead, wish me luck!
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Hey Rick. At 46, I certainly know how you feel. I wasted a lot of good years drinking my life away. I'm just over 2 months sober and really, really happy about the decision to do the next half of my life sober. I just wish...well, if I had a do over..I think I honestly would have done the whole darn thing sober. The only thing I feel deprived of...is the years I lost.
Oh! Just saw the dog!!! What a sweetheart.
Oh! Just saw the dog!!! What a sweetheart.
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Hey Rick. At 46, I certainly know how you feel. I wasted a lot of good years drinking my life away. I'm just over 2 months sober and really, really happy about the decision to do the next half of my life sober. I just wish...well, if I had a do over..I think I honestly would have done the whole darn thing sober. The only thing I feel deprived of...is the years I lost.
Yes I can relate, if only I could do it all over again.....
Thanks lulu you did so well getting through the detox, if only we could bottle those feelings and open them up when our brain tries to bury them...I suppose it's human nature to forget pain eventually, in whatever form...I'm guessing there would only be one baby families across the globe otherwise your story is inspirational, keep going!
Rick Daisy is absolutely gorgeous! They pick up on our emotions more than we realise
Rick Daisy is absolutely gorgeous! They pick up on our emotions more than we realise
Posting my pups photo made me realize how often I wasn't here for them, I have 3 dogs. They looked to me for love and attention and I only thought of myself and getting drunk.
I lived a very selfish life and Im just now seeing what harm I have done to others. Time to reflect on those who I have hurt and ask for forgiveness and with Gods guidance mend bridges I have burnt down.
I lived a very selfish life and Im just now seeing what harm I have done to others. Time to reflect on those who I have hurt and ask for forgiveness and with Gods guidance mend bridges I have burnt down.
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