Regret not going to AA tonight..
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Regret not going to AA tonight..
Yup. Should have gone to a meeting, finally released my ex boyfriend from my life and the one person I though would be there for me... Now I just ask my higher power to keep me healthy and employed so I don't need the help of anyone, because I have no one right now, but to live in fear of something bad happening and hanging on to a situation that only hurts me isn't healthy for my recovery....
I have gone thru worse things than this in my life and I shall conquer this as well. Tomorrow is a new day and will get my butt to a meeting..
Having a drink is not an option even though I really want to get drunk tonight... Wanting doesn't mean I need it
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I have gone thru worse things than this in my life and I shall conquer this as well. Tomorrow is a new day and will get my butt to a meeting..
Having a drink is not an option even though I really want to get drunk tonight... Wanting doesn't mean I need it
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I missed my AA meeting this morning as well. B/F came home drunk, we fought a little and I was up all night and didn't get to sleep until 5:30 a.m. I regret not going too, but tomorrow is another day.
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Originally Posted by Silvy69 
Yup. Should have gone to a meeting, finally released my ex boyfriend from my life and the one person I though would be there for me... Now I just ask my higher power to keep me healthy and employed so I don't need the help of anyone, because I have no one right now, but to live in fear of something bad happening and hanging on to a situation that only hurts me isn't healthy for my recovery....
I have gone thru worse things than this in my life and I shall conquer this as well. Tomorrow is a new day and will get my butt to a meeting..
Having a drink is not an option even though I really want to get drunk tonight... Wanting doesn't mean I need it.
I have gone thru worse things than this in my life and I shall conquer this as well. Tomorrow is a new day and will get my butt to a meeting..
Having a drink is not an option even though I really want to get drunk tonight... Wanting doesn't mean I need it
. 
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Great that you're taking care of yourself and finding something good for yourself in AA. What you're experiencing is called learning from your suffering. A precious gift.
Originally Posted by Silvy69
Yup. Should have gone to a meeting, finally released my ex boyfriend from my life and the one person I though would be there for me... Now I just ask my higher power to keep me healthy and employed so I don't need the help of anyone, because I have no one right now, but to live in fear of something bad happening and hanging on to a situation that only hurts me isn't healthy for my recovery....
I have gone thru worse things than this in my life and I shall conquer this as well. Tomorrow is a new day and will get my butt to a meeting..
Having a drink is not an option even though I really want to get drunk tonight... Wanting doesn't mean I need it.
I have gone thru worse things than this in my life and I shall conquer this as well. Tomorrow is a new day and will get my butt to a meeting..
Having a drink is not an option even though I really want to get drunk tonight... Wanting doesn't mean I need it
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proud of you did not make it to a meeting but not drink either
it look like you are a strong woman, keep praying to your higher power for strength on all aspects of your life.
and keep coming...
it look like you are a strong woman, keep praying to your higher power for strength on all aspects of your life.
and keep coming...
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