Kitty

I guess I am at the breaking point....he went to a bib muck Doctor...who is supposed to have a great program for "A's"...the guy told him to stop drinking for two weeks and come back with me...as he has done it before. For five years...........! He could not even make it for two days!
We just don't get along....it will be hell as this is divorce #2 and this guy is much smarter...I feel better...now I just have to execute this and go through with it. I can feel my health suffering the last weeks,,,,I have put up with this S--- for almost 12 years this time and 21 years last time. God give me the strength to move on.
Kitty

Debbie

Hi Kitty

You know you will do what is right for you and God will give you the strength to get through it. We are all here for you to listen and support you. Keep your chin up!!

Keep posting!! You did great with the post (I saw the test)

Hugs.
Love,
Debbie

chivapiano

Kitty, what shook me after all the crap and the ******** is that my blood pressure started spiking when it was always traditionally low. I realized finally that my health and my life were at jeopardy. This is a tremendous motivation to get the job done. Good luck to you. I am sorry that you chose two "winners" in a row. But I am sure you will consider exploring (maybe through therapy) the reasons why you were drawn to such people. Love, Chi

Rose56

Kitty, I understand being at the breaking point. Take care of yourself as you take these steps toward a new life. You deserve to laugh and have fun and enjoy a good life. I will pray for you.

bonbon

Kitty, my thoughts and prayers are with you! Take care of yourself and be strong! Keep coming here too, it will help!
Can you get to any meetings?

Love,
bonbon