eastboundndown

I don't really even want a roxy, I wish I fel more sociable. I'm at home in bed while my family celebrates Independence Day. I keep telling myself that that's what I'm doing...but it sure first feel like it. I haven't used since Tuesday night, I guess that's something.

beware of broken people, for they know how to survive

thuggybear

Good for you! that is truly amazing. For an addict not to use....is a miracle.

Keep on keepin' on. It will get better, and think about how you can celebrate the 4th next year

P.S. love Eastbound and Down!

eastboundndown

beware of broken people, for they know how to survive

Dee74

day 2 is rough for anyone I think regardless of the drug.
Hope you feel better soon, eastbound.

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Best wishes that you feel better soon.

Petecrab

If your struggling then keep your mind occupied in the rough days. Put some eastbound on. Keep going mate. Your doing great

Haylee

I know how your feeling, I'm at 34 hours (yes I'm counting hours, lol) and I too am laying in bed feeling not the least bit sociable. I would love to celebrate or at least be in the company of friends and family, but just can't find the gumption to dress myself and drive somewhere. I fear all the what ifs that run through my mind if I'm not in this cozy spot I've made while preparing for hell.
Just remember you're not alone, 2 days is AWESOME and the 4th comes every year no fail.

eastboundndown

I just don't see this getting any better. I watched Basketball Diaries and Requiem for a Dream and watched in horror at the fact that I'm no different.

beware of broken people, for they know how to survive