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Old 06-24-2013, 10:05 AM
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Day 26 check in

Feeling awful. Most doctors I have called don't take people without insurance. So yea. Hope everyone out there is doing well. Looks like I won't be going to the doctor.
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Old 06-24-2013, 10:10 AM
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Still sober and not smoking. Calling the health center at my school now. This sobriety thing is getting harder every day.
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Old 06-24-2013, 10:17 AM
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Glad you are calling the health center, they should be able to give you some peace of mind if nothing else. Make sure you are 100% truthful about why you are there and what led up to this point, they can only help they know what the problem really is.

Sobriety is hard, that is true. The first several weeks are definitely the hardest though, and you are still in the middle of them. Stay strong as the long term results will be well worth it.
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Old 06-24-2013, 10:36 AM
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Thank you. I have an appointment tomorrow with the counseling and psychiatric services office. Should I tell them about my alcoholism if I am there for depression?>
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Hi Acheleus,

I hope you feel better soon.
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Old 06-24-2013, 01:11 PM
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Thank you. I have an appointment tomorrow with the counseling and psychiatric services office. Should I tell them about my alcoholism if I am there for depression?>
Yes, definitely tell them everything. And congrats on day 26. You're doing great.
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Old 06-24-2013, 02:03 PM
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I got a quite for some insurance and the policy may go into effect tomorrow. It is amazing what not being scared can do.
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Old 06-24-2013, 03:59 PM
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If you are in the states you may qualify for charity care local hospitals run all sorts of programs mental health addiction medical needs. Often the payment is the same or lower then an insurance copay. I hope that you find the help you need. You have come so far
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Old 06-24-2013, 04:15 PM
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The days are starting to drag along mow. I am sooo tired all the time and I only have one week left of class and I can focus 100 percent on my sobriety. Getting some kind of health insurance is sonething I have been meaning to do, and I have an appointment tomorrow that will last two hours. I need to be honest with them about the thoughts I have of hurting myself but I am afraid they will put me in hospital. I am still craving a drink and a cigarette, but I am determined to get healthy and stable. My depression has been untreated for way too long.
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My depression is part of who I am and I'm really open about it with my doctor as well as my therapist...it helps to have support. You are doing a great job taking care of yourself!!
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Old 06-24-2013, 04:52 PM
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I feel like I am losing my mind. I want to drink and smoke!! ARHGGGHHH!!!!
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Old 06-24-2013, 05:11 PM
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I have been reading your updates. You meet each and every challenge with true strength. Courage. You find a way to get through it.

Keep going strong.
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Old 06-24-2013, 05:16 PM
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Good luck tomorrow Acheleus. When I first started seeing a psychiatrist for depression, I withheld all details about my alcohol abuse. I thought that if I got the depression under control, I wouldn't feel the need to drink. It's no surprise that I went on for several years getting worse and worse.

If the doctors don't know your full story, they can't properly diagnose or treat you. With proper treatment (whether that's medication, therapy, both...), you can start feeling better very quickly. As hard as it is to be open, it's the fastest way to start feeling better. Good luck!
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Old 06-24-2013, 06:13 PM
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Cannot sleep or handle the reality of my life. I don't like this. I need to go to the store for beer and cigarettes. At least that way I can live and not feel like I hate everything all the time.
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Old 06-24-2013, 06:45 PM
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Ah Acheleus,
It would be a shame to not give not drinking the time it deserves.
It really does get better.
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Old 06-24-2013, 06:50 PM
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I sure hope it gets better than this pit of hell. I am going for a walk.
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Old 06-24-2013, 06:52 PM
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Don't go!! I want to as well. I am only on day two but every time I drink it escalates and something horrible happens. I'm depressed and anxious too. I picked sores all over my face and neck today because I'm so uncomfortable in my skin. I have been suicidal as well. Lets be strong together. One hour at a time.
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It will get better.
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Old 06-24-2013, 07:14 PM
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Ach - don't give in!!

Also, most universities offer low cost basic health insurance for students. It is actually a requirement of admission to either have insurance or get on the university plan.

Colleges are wonderful places with all the support you need available - sounds like you have researched and are taking advantage of those. Good for you!!

I'm rooting for you!!!
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Old 06-24-2013, 07:37 PM
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Walked and got caught in the rain. I hope the people at the health center will give some help.
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