an update on me
an update on me
It is looking better , but not....quite yet. I have started face to face meeting and use SR more . I need to get to like the face in the mirror . I have issues when alone and communicating with people. The past. A lot to work on. I've been trying to figure out what got me where i am. What got me started in the first place. I have serious anger issues, I just like to share one. I went to fireworks outdoor event yesterday with my family and friends. When it was over we boarded shuttle buses to take us to our cars. I had already text dealer and was in a hurry to get there. Things where quite disorganized with that and we weren't moving fast enough. Another shuttle bus pulled out in front of ours and I blurted out " go " real loud . I got the whole bus full of people looking at me , my daughter included. She's says to me " hey dad you need a Zanax ". Quite embarrassing. I'm.......... I , I , . Whatever I do i am trying to be honest here. Whatever I get I deserve....Good share from fellow NA member " Going to meetings and not doing the steps is like going to work and not getting paid "
keep an eye on him
Hey Ricky, reading what you share, both here today and in posts where you are supporting others, always helps me and makes me think. I think you're a better communicator than you give yourself credit for. I also have anger and serious, serious issues with impatience. Your share about saying "go" loudly reminds me of stuff I do like that all the time---even sober---that usually ends up with people staring at me like, "And, hey, who's the crazy chick?" I'm getting better and maybe it was a lot about the circumstance you found yourself in as well. I know when people came between me and getting to my glass of wine there was inevitably hell to pay.
In any case, glad you're posting more and hitting up more meetings. Hope you're having a good rest of the evening and see ya around tomorrow!
In any case, glad you're posting more and hitting up more meetings. Hope you're having a good rest of the evening and see ya around tomorrow!
It is looking better , but not....quite yet. I have started face to face meeting and use SR more . I need to get to like the face in the mirror . I have issues when alone and communicating with people. The past. A lot to work on. I've been trying to figure out what got me where i am. What got me started in the first place. I have serious anger issues, I just like to share one. I went to fireworks outdoor event yesterday with my family and friends. When it was over we boarded shuttle buses to take us to our cars. I had already text dealer and was in a hurry to get there. Things where quite disorganized with that and we weren't moving fast enough. Another shuttle bus pulled out in front of ours and I blurted out " go " real loud . I got the whole bus full of people looking at me , my daughter included. She's says to me " hey dad you need a Zanax ". Quite embarrassing. I'm.......... I , I , . Whatever I do i am trying to be honest here. Whatever I get I deserve....Good share from fellow NA member " Going to meetings and not doing the steps is like going to work and not getting paid "
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