Needtoheal

So Day 2 begins, last night was harrowing. I could barely sleep, I need to make it through today, I feel like a zombie.

I am supposed to attend a concert tonight and/or an AA meeting, don't think I'll stay stober if I do the concert. I need to make it it to AA today evening...that's the goal.

Dee74

congrats on day 2 - I'd probably give the concert a miss too

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rainyengland

Well done !

Defo go to the AA meeting I would say :-)

Enjoy the concert another day

Good luck

Pedro1234

It might be a little too soon to tempt fate. Go to the meeting and have a relaxing night away from temptation. Well done on your day 2

instant

Whatever you choose good luck, hang in there

Needtoheal

I just got home. Went for AA and half way through the meeting some stuff someone shared triggered a huge hurt in my past and all I could think of was getting a drink. By the end of the meeting all I wanted to do was drink....I shared that and got a lot of encouragement not to and advice.

Though they offered me to join them for coffee, I declined and walked home (I was set on drinking). I decided to go for the concert, called one of my drinking mates, she made me wait for 45 minutes at the spot we were to meet...that gave me time to process it all. I put off my phone and walked home.

I realize how weak I am and grateful to God's grace for getting me through today....

Tomorrow is another day...