horriblethisis

When the trust is gone...can the love stay? Is there no love without trust?

I trusted him not to hurt me...but he did anyway, then I forgave him...
He hurt me again...and I forgave him...
Now, as pieces of my soul have been chipped away little by little...I am so sad because I loved him with my whole heart...I gave everything to my marriage...EVERYTHING...and today he was served with divorce papers...

I will be ok - right? I will survive right? Time will heal me right? My heart will mend right?

Just having a sad day tis all...

Lily1918

This is how I feel about those who I am NC with, but the relationship is different (one brother, one sister)
These arent my words... as usual, but it is a song about detachment with love, about an alcoholic but still...

"A thousand times I’ve seen you standing
Gravity like a lunar landing
Make me want to run till I find you
I shut the world away from here
Drift to you, you’re all I hear
Everything we know fades to black
Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending

I never thought that I had anymore to give
Pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost ( metaphorically aka toast, NOT litterally)
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But love remains the same"

~ Gavin Rossdale

** hugs **

EverHopeful721

YES!! You WILL be okay, you WILL survive, you WILL heal and your heart WILL mend, HTI - it is happening at this very minute!! You're surviving, healing and mending right now, you just don't realize it. And it WILL get better with each day that passes. Of course, you're still going to have bad days, like you're having right now, but eventually, the good days will outweigh the bad and you'll realize how far you've come in your own recovery. Hang in there, HTI - you're doing SO WELL and should be SO PROUD of yourself for taking the steps to get your life back!! I'm sure proud of you!!