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Old 03-29-2013, 05:51 AM
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Old 03-29-2013, 05:53 AM
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we are in the chat room.

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Old 03-29-2013, 06:15 AM
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Old 03-29-2013, 06:17 AM
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Old 03-29-2013, 06:19 AM
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did something today that I've never done before...not sure y i did it... scares the crap outta me and don't wanna do it again
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Well you can post here...just that the responses might be slower. What brings you to SR? What do you need help with?
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Old 03-29-2013, 06:21 AM
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did something today that I've never done before...not sure y i did it... scares the crap outta me and don't wanna do it again
Did you blackout? Drinking?
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Old 03-29-2013, 06:24 AM
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tried smoking crack by myself!! not sure y....called a cpl help lines and they made me feel like i shouldn't be calling them...cant figure out y i would do it
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Old 03-29-2013, 06:25 AM
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how about not smoking drugs and not drinking the rest of today?
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Old 03-29-2013, 06:27 AM
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i feel so dumb and not sure if this is the right place to be but thought it would be better to talk to people who have been there
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Old 03-29-2013, 06:31 AM
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yeah i guess ...just feel like noone understands n everyone jus makes me feel stupid
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Old 03-29-2013, 06:31 AM
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no didn't black out...was drinking earlier and came home...couldnt sleep so decided what the hell
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Old 03-29-2013, 06:32 AM
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jus scares me that i would even attempt that...thats how easy it is...
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Old 03-29-2013, 06:34 AM
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don't want it to become a problem...and can't figure out y i would even try it...felt like i needed to tell someone and be accountable for my actions
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What's done is done. I've done my share of things I regret. Coming here, getting sober, isn't one of them.

Maybe never drinking and drugging again is your best solution. What do you think?
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Old 03-29-2013, 07:02 AM
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I've done that. My problem was that it was the beginning of the end, I lost everything within 2 years and didn't care about a thing except my crack high, which didn't really last, was expensive, so I chased it long and hard....

I understand. YOU are catching it early. Rehab is an option if you can't stop seeking it out now.

I wish you well. You are so much more intelligent than I!
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Old 03-29-2013, 07:20 AM
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don't want it to become a problem...and can't figure out y i would even try it...felt like i needed to tell someone and be accountable for my actions
I think the problem is in the house.

I bet there is some good AA/NA in Red Deer, I haven't been there for a while but you may want to check it out.

All the best.

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