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I am new to this forum. I am not new to AA. I have been attending for the last year and a half. I have been sober since August 14th, 2012. It has taken a loto f work. I left a destructive marraige. I also have gone through such an amazing change in my life that I am very grateful to even be alive right now.
I was in a coma for four days due to alcohol poisoning. It scared me straight I guess to say. I did relapse a few times, however if that didn't happen to me, I would not be where I am today.
I do have a sponser. I don't call or use my sponser as much as I should, however my sponser is still great. I use to keep myself in solitude quite a bit. I actually enjoyed doing thing's on my own. Except now I am actualy meeting people for the first time and actually enjoying their company. It's a trial and error process for me. I can't hang out in groups yet. But, I am starting to get to that point.
Life is a day by day process. I am starting to see all the good that I have accomplished in my life. It is just these new emotions I have to deal with and get use to them. LOL That is also a trial and error process. Except this time I am laughing at myself almost everyday and even at my past.
I am just maybe seeing what this forum has to offer. If you do choose to contact me I am ok with that. However, please no trying to hit on me, that's a reason I don't like attending some AA meeting's. LOL Because, I am not looking.
I was in a coma for four days due to alcohol poisoning. It scared me straight I guess to say. I did relapse a few times, however if that didn't happen to me, I would not be where I am today.
I do have a sponser. I don't call or use my sponser as much as I should, however my sponser is still great. I use to keep myself in solitude quite a bit. I actually enjoyed doing thing's on my own. Except now I am actualy meeting people for the first time and actually enjoying their company. It's a trial and error process for me. I can't hang out in groups yet. But, I am starting to get to that point.
Life is a day by day process. I am starting to see all the good that I have accomplished in my life. It is just these new emotions I have to deal with and get use to them. LOL That is also a trial and error process. Except this time I am laughing at myself almost everyday and even at my past.
I am just maybe seeing what this forum has to offer. If you do choose to contact me I am ok with that. However, please no trying to hit on me, that's a reason I don't like attending some AA meeting's. LOL Because, I am not looking.
Let me be also to welcome you. Glad you're alive coz that means the good Lord is not done w/ u yet! I'm sure your testimony to others in recovery will be amazing down the road. Since I'm a guy I'm not emotional so that has been sticky area for me but since I began working the program, I'm now feeling my emotions...if smthg didn't go my way or ex pissed me off or whatever, i ran to the bottle coz that's the only solution I knew. But nine mths now, i still can't believe I'm sober after all the s*** i've been thru! I'm on probation in 3 counties all @ the same time, ex totalled my car when drunk, i'm not working...phew
9th step promises on pg83 big bk says we will be amazed b4 we r half way thru! hell yeah I'm beyond amazed. Told the devil yest to throw his best punch @ me coz i'm NOT going to drink nor do anything stupid that will land me back locked up
& the best is yet to happen so come on Liuka...join me on this road to happy destiny!
9th step promises on pg83 big bk says we will be amazed b4 we r half way thru! hell yeah I'm beyond amazed. Told the devil yest to throw his best punch @ me coz i'm NOT going to drink nor do anything stupid that will land me back locked up
& the best is yet to happen so come on Liuka...join me on this road to happy destiny!
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