JvR

Hi Everyone.

I'm struggling to express myself properly in english
so please bear with me.

Well where do i start???? Since i can remember i grew up in an alcohol world with dad and mom being alcoholics. Dad died when i was 12 and so mom became even worse.

I'm now married for 10 years in which my husband is a crack-cocaine addict for 8 years. Last saturday he finished his 3rd rehab. We've had so many plans...
to move to another country and start over as our home town for the past 12 years is just getting too much with dealers everywhere you go. Goodie then sat and sunday night.....monday he dissappears untill yesterday. Today he is back to rehab...

I just feel so drained , i don't even have the energy to relate my feelings...

Thanks for listening it really help to know there IS actually persons who understand........

Anna

I hope you are able to find some support for yourself.

doggonecarl

Sorry for what brings you here, but welcome.

You've been surrounded by addiction since you were a child. You sound miserable. I hope you can find away to break the cycle and get away. It sounds more doable than your husband recovering from his addiction.

2granddaughters

Do you use? Do you attend Narcotics Anonymous meetings in your area?

All the best.

Bob R

least

to the family! I hope you can get some relief from your living situation soon.

Kindeyes

Welcome to SR.....I hope you'll find some support and comfort here.

You might consider taking a look at the Friends & Family of Substance Abusers forum. There is a lot of support there and many, many people who understand what it's like to love someone who is addicted.

I think you expressed yourself in English very well!

gentle hugs
ke