ooh i feel sick
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Join Date: Mar 2013
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ooh i feel sick
Hi,
I'm also new
Here. I actually posted in the wrong place just now asking somebody to
Tell me or remind me, in that moment not to use. And I got so much
Support it was unbelievable. But I lost the fight. I feel weak and out
Of control. And almost as if I don't care. But that's coz I'm high. I bet ill care in the morning.
That Crowded House song: "Don't Dream It's Over" is always resonates with
Me: "There"s a battle ahead/Many battles are lost/but you'll see the end of the
Road while you're travelling with me". I wonder who "me" is? God?
A guardian angel...or the vocalist himself.
My DOC is codeine cough syrup. I don't have to tell you all this but for when I post in the future
Maybe someone will know. I used to abuse benzodiazepines, especially Alzam
But I don't do that anymore (abuse them) I use alzam to stop the anxiety the
Cough syrup can give you ..er...... Ok well I am abusing them as well of course.
in the past they were prescribed to me. Now a "friend" uses his script to get them for me.
Is there anyone out there also addicted to codeine cough mixture?
Anyway so I used earlier, it is 01:27am. I had 100ml bottle at about 16:30pm. Then
Just now about 2 hrs ago I had another 50ml. But it doesn't usually make me feel nauseous
But this time it did. Uugghh.... As God is my witness I WILL go to the meeting 2mrw (today).
I have got to get it together, pleeeeeeeeeeeez God! That's another issue, I'm going through my
agnostic phase now.
Thanks for reading.
Ps. And after the meeting I will write here and say that I went.
I'm also new
Here. I actually posted in the wrong place just now asking somebody to
Tell me or remind me, in that moment not to use. And I got so much
Support it was unbelievable. But I lost the fight. I feel weak and out
Of control. And almost as if I don't care. But that's coz I'm high. I bet ill care in the morning.
That Crowded House song: "Don't Dream It's Over" is always resonates with
Me: "There"s a battle ahead/Many battles are lost/but you'll see the end of the
Road while you're travelling with me". I wonder who "me" is? God?
A guardian angel...or the vocalist himself.
My DOC is codeine cough syrup. I don't have to tell you all this but for when I post in the future
Maybe someone will know. I used to abuse benzodiazepines, especially Alzam
But I don't do that anymore (abuse them) I use alzam to stop the anxiety the
Cough syrup can give you ..er...... Ok well I am abusing them as well of course.
in the past they were prescribed to me. Now a "friend" uses his script to get them for me.
Is there anyone out there also addicted to codeine cough mixture?
Anyway so I used earlier, it is 01:27am. I had 100ml bottle at about 16:30pm. Then
Just now about 2 hrs ago I had another 50ml. But it doesn't usually make me feel nauseous
But this time it did. Uugghh.... As God is my witness I WILL go to the meeting 2mrw (today).
I have got to get it together, pleeeeeeeeeeeez God! That's another issue, I'm going through my
agnostic phase now.
Thanks for reading.
Ps. And after the meeting I will write here and say that I went.
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Join Date: Mar 2013
Posts: 223
Oh dear, please do go to the meeting and please do go to the ER if you are unusually unwell. I wish you the best and understand the living hell you are in. You can do this, we all can, we just have to get down to business and do it. Do come back and update us.
Aka.. Indamiricale. :)
Join Date: Jan 2013
Location: Dr.Bob's Neighbor
Posts: 2,728
You can do this.. 
Keep coming and posting..
And like the others said, don't hesitate about going to the ER please..
And don't worry about the "agnostic" phase. This about saving your life..
Keep coming and posting..
And like the others said, don't hesitate about going to the ER please..
And don't worry about the "agnostic" phase. This about saving your life..
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