Mizzuno

Its been 12 days. Just the thought of drinking scares the living hell out of me. I am experiencing bad dreams, slight depression, anxiety that i need to temper with natural herbal remedies. I dont have the withdrawls that would accompany long term alcohol use. I have anxiety over life and what i have put my family through. The move that we are about to make.....the stress over finding the money to relocate. On the flip side, its been a god send in our crumbling life since we relocated. We now understand that the grass is neither greener nor prettier on the other side. I am doing what is in front of me and letting god handle the rest. That is all that i or anyone of us can do. I am ready to go home.

2granddaughters

Are you going to your meetings, Mizzuno?

All the best.

Bob R

Mizzuno

Yes Sir. I am going to meetings. Just wrote out and still contemplating 4. Meeting today at noon!~