When life gets real
A simple guy making his way
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When life gets real
I have long been under the impression I was being very real about my addiction(s). Even after professing my dire need to stop I continued for a long long time. A decade or so. That's nothing new and more a simple characteristic of addiction. I am classic in that regard.
Yet I still choose to live in my bubble. I have been trying hard to pop the damn thing. Break out.
One of the biggest lessons I have learned.... An obvious one but tricky non the less... Is that change requires change. Duh! I still don't do as I should. I am hanging in limbo land. I just cannot seem to bear serious change.
Lazy? Probably. Sad? Certainly. Depressed? Not really. Sober? Absolutely.
I have posted before about being stuck. All good replies.
Life got really real for me last December. So much so it shifted my center. Before and after for me. I don't feel as trite about things. This ain't no game. This is the real deal and I need to be just a bit more realer about it!
Yet I still choose to live in my bubble. I have been trying hard to pop the damn thing. Break out.
One of the biggest lessons I have learned.... An obvious one but tricky non the less... Is that change requires change. Duh! I still don't do as I should. I am hanging in limbo land. I just cannot seem to bear serious change.
Lazy? Probably. Sad? Certainly. Depressed? Not really. Sober? Absolutely.
I have posted before about being stuck. All good replies.
Life got really real for me last December. So much so it shifted my center. Before and after for me. I don't feel as trite about things. This ain't no game. This is the real deal and I need to be just a bit more realer about it!
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