Day #8 Feeling lost?
Day #8 Feeling lost?
Sorry about asking these stupid questions but I am feeling a little lost today. This is the longest I have been sober in 6 years but I feel torn. It almost seems like I lost myself, like something is missing. I want to feel proud and happy for myself for doing this but I feel sad. Is this normal? I never have been this obsessed about who I am and where I am going while I was drinking.
I was emotionally all over the place for the first few weeks .
I just kept on battling through and it calmed down after a bit . With time a lot of other things have fallen into place , it's a different pace for each of us, there are no hard and fast rules .
It takes time to re-adjust to living a sober life it's bound to feel unusual to start with , just stick with it , it's the best decision i've ever made
Bestwishes, M
I just kept on battling through and it calmed down after a bit . With time a lot of other things have fallen into place , it's a different pace for each of us, there are no hard and fast rules .
It takes time to re-adjust to living a sober life it's bound to feel unusual to start with , just stick with it , it's the best decision i've ever made
Bestwishes, M
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First, they aren't stupid questions. Totally valid and I felt the same way. Living without alcohol after living with it for so long seems unnatural at first. Getting drunk is unnatural and the more sober days I had the more I came to see that. Everything takes time. I remember in my first month sober I used to think back to when I was a child, before I had felt the effects of alcohol. I lived without it then and never missed it. It's a weird thought but it helped me a bit. Like, I DID live without it at one point and could learn to do so again. It's not always easy but I am finding the rewards even early in are worth sticking it out. Hang in there, you are doing awesome. 8 more days and you'll have 16
Sorry about asking these stupid questions but I am feeling a little lost today. This is the longest I have been sober in 6 years but I feel torn. It almost seems like I lost myself, like something is missing. I want to feel proud and happy for myself for doing this but I feel sad. Is this normal? I never have been this obsessed about who I am and where I am going while I was drinking.
You aren't lost....you are in the right place for someone who is 8 days sober. I was an emotional trainwreck....I still have my moments at a little over 3 months but not as big swings. I think you are brave for taking this on...congratulations!
You are certainly in a very normal place. My first couple of weeks sober I found myself obsessing over drinking. I felt I had turned away from my best friend. It was cheap, always there and always did what I wanted. Things got better over time and I now see alcohol as my worst enemy. I hate what it robbed from my life while I was drinking and although the temptation to drink still comes up, it is much easier to defeat.
Keep it up and lean on others for your support, accountability and advice.
Keep it up and lean on others for your support, accountability and advice.
The good news is u have feelings & the bad news is u have feelings! I've felt this way 2 actually last wk but as alkis every time we felt this way, we poured a drink over it. We drank to change the way we feel & for no other reason. The sign in most AA rooms Think Think Think is upside down coz of our distorted thinking b4 we got in those rooms but even after sobriety we once in a while have those "sick" thots as u r feeling right now. Best advice is talk w/ sponsor or go to a mtg
Thank you for all the replies. It really helps to know that what I am feeling is normal and that I am not alone. I am glad to hear that it gets better. I am just going to keep on pushing one day at a time.
I think it's natural to mourn the passing of an old life - even when that life ended up not so great.
You'll find something even better - and a new more authentic you too - give it a little time
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You'll find something even better - and a new more authentic you too - give it a little time
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Sorry about asking these stupid questions but I am feeling a little lost today. This is the longest I have been sober in 6 years but I feel torn. It almost seems like I lost myself, like something is missing. I want to feel proud and happy for myself for doing this but I feel sad. Is this normal? I never have been this obsessed about who I am and where I am going while I was drinking.
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