Caravagio

So I went out last night and I drank. We had a massive show yesterday which was great and a party afterwards. How do I feel about it today? Suprisingly ok. I don't feel defeated, I feel like I've hit a bump in the road to recovery. I'm going to keep on keeping on with my sobriety and not beat myself up for trying and occasionally failing. I love this journey I'm on and yes, it's harder than I thought but well worth it. My relationship with alcohol is changing I know that now. My pattern is to be drunk every other day and I have not done that for a couple of weeks. I'm going to acknowledge that shift in me and use it as a sign that I am changing things, maybe not as quickly as I would have hoped but...Thanks to SR I am able to be honest about my drinking and that feels good x

clight

Hi Cara,

We all slip like myself I am on day 2 again. At least your here and are not giving up. 1 day at a time.