Comfortably uncomfortable
Comfortably uncomfortable
Take every emotion. Take every thought of what my future was to be. Take every plan I ever made for myself. Throw it all in the air. When it lands throw a dart at the pile and see what it hits.
Yup. That's where I am at.
And I can tell you honestly. That's ok for now. In fact it's needed.
Sobriety... This learning curve I am on... It requires me to be jumbled for a while. I cannot grow without it.
Every period of growth in my life has felt this way. So I figure I am doing something right.
A sense of being comfortably uncomfortable and going with it and not against it.
I am meeting up with a friend to discuss the event. Take another small step toward understanding.
It has been weeks since I did coke. I guess I should start counting in months soon. I feel great about that. My bank account feels even better.
No real point to this post other than to say that I am right where I should be. I like that.
Have a good sober Tuesday.
Yup. That's where I am at.
And I can tell you honestly. That's ok for now. In fact it's needed.
Sobriety... This learning curve I am on... It requires me to be jumbled for a while. I cannot grow without it.
Every period of growth in my life has felt this way. So I figure I am doing something right.
A sense of being comfortably uncomfortable and going with it and not against it.
I am meeting up with a friend to discuss the event. Take another small step toward understanding.
It has been weeks since I did coke. I guess I should start counting in months soon. I feel great about that. My bank account feels even better.
No real point to this post other than to say that I am right where I should be. I like that.
Have a good sober Tuesday.
Sometimes I just get tired. So much new stuff thrown at me everyday but that is where a day at a time is so useful to me. When I get overwhelmed I just look at what is the next right thing to do and then try to do it.
So far it has worked well.
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