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You know i am a bad person.
I fear the things I have posted on FB.
How can I be here again? Super drunk and saying I will stop.
Got a job incredably and I need to cease this endless sorrow.
I went to the store twice, trying to buy as little as.
I am a lazy ass drunk. I love drinking somehow. It's a bad habit.
It's a bad habit. I dont know how I can meet the obligations I have tomorrow.
I fear the things I have posted on FB.
How can I be here again? Super drunk and saying I will stop.
Got a job incredably and I need to cease this endless sorrow.
I went to the store twice, trying to buy as little as.
I am a lazy ass drunk. I love drinking somehow. It's a bad habit.
It's a bad habit. I dont know how I can meet the obligations I have tomorrow.
I dunno, I reckon drinking is more than just a bad habit. I have a lot of bad habits I could give up quite easily without much upset.
Have you tried getting support to quit Spacestation? x
Congrats on the new job btw. It was fear of losing my job that really spurred me on to quit. Time for a new start maybe?
Have you tried getting support to quit Spacestation? x
Congrats on the new job btw. It was fear of losing my job that really spurred me on to quit. Time for a new start maybe?
self doubt , fear , thinking your a bad person , endless sorrow , lazy ass drunk who loves getting drunk , unable to function to meet obligations ...
sounds like me 17 months ago . Change is possible, i've done it and there is nothing outstanding about me ..
Bestwishes, M
sounds like me 17 months ago . Change is possible, i've done it and there is nothing outstanding about me ..
Bestwishes, M
I'm a bad actor
Holy crap.
I need to stop, and stop for good.
I just got a traffic ticket $173 which I cant afford.
And I was drinking all day. 10 brews. And I somehow got out of there. F&*ing Lucky.
You know... not a thing has gone right today. It's a big universe and this was not my day at all.
Oh man I was shiting bricks. A stupid "you cant turn between 4 and 6 pm" ticket.
Of course I wanted to minimize consequences. I'm not going to lip off some cop. I Lit a cigarette and poped some gum. Barely rolled down the window.
But I have been there before, just the wrong cop and your car is impounded and you are up **** creek.
Not a good day. I have hope for tomorrow I guess.
I need to stop, and stop for good.
I just got a traffic ticket $173 which I cant afford.
And I was drinking all day. 10 brews. And I somehow got out of there. F&*ing Lucky.
You know... not a thing has gone right today. It's a big universe and this was not my day at all.
Oh man I was shiting bricks. A stupid "you cant turn between 4 and 6 pm" ticket.
Of course I wanted to minimize consequences. I'm not going to lip off some cop. I Lit a cigarette and poped some gum. Barely rolled down the window.
But I have been there before, just the wrong cop and your car is impounded and you are up **** creek.
Not a good day. I have hope for tomorrow I guess.
Spacestation, it seems like a pretty good chance that tomorrow will be a better day for you. Sorry today was rough. You were really lucky to just get a ticket!
Xune is right-quitting is going to take action. You have the desire to stop, and have found SR which are two good steps towards a better future.
My first day without a drink was on a Monday, but I decided Sunday night that was it, no more! Try to decide to make a change for the better now. You can do this! It's hard at first, but gets easier all the time.
You'll find you won't be beating yourself up all the time either, or feeling like a bad person. Your facebook posting may improve too
Xune is right-quitting is going to take action. You have the desire to stop, and have found SR which are two good steps towards a better future.
My first day without a drink was on a Monday, but I decided Sunday night that was it, no more! Try to decide to make a change for the better now. You can do this! It's hard at first, but gets easier all the time.
You'll find you won't be beating yourself up all the time either, or feeling like a bad person. Your facebook posting may improve too
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Originally Posted by spacestation
But I have been there before, just the wrong cop and your car is impounded and you are up **** creek.
After you sober up tomorrow you might think about a plan for quitting. At the very least, formulate a plan for staying out of your car while drunk.
There are many good methods here and lots you can learn. You seem like a smart and capable person, certainly capable of taking advantage of all the resources there are out there to help you end this madness. I hope you find some relief because addiction to alcohol is truly exhausting. It's soul sucking. I would love to see you walk free.
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