Finally attempt at recovery
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Join Date: Jan 2013
Location: Orlando Florida
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Finally attempt at recovery
I am finally ready to live a clean life. I am 9 days clean for all opiates and have gone through the worst of the withdrawals still low on energy. I have faith this time. I cut out all my triggers i.e. people who won't stay clean. I'm tired of destroying my family and my life. I wanted to join this for support and to help me continue on the right path. Now that I'm feeling slightly better I think I will start NA meeting to make friends outside of the horrible circle I was involved in. I started it all with dr scripts and it got way out of control. As you know Florida is pill capital of the world. But when that got too expensive I turned to heroin. I realized this wasn't me and after several relapses I have become sick of this addiction ruling. Thanks for listening any advice will be greatly appreciated. On top of all this my boyfriend of 8 years went to jail today for 4 months. I am thankful I have two amazing parents who are here for me and helping me stay clean.
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Join Date: Jan 2013
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Thank you soooo much Anna all the support I can get is so very appreciated! I know this is my last chance since I have drained every other options including my parents. I've always been a very family oriented person that's how I was raised. The hardest thing is forgiving myself for the turmoil I have put everyone through. But I just know I have to stay positive and things will fall back in to place with effort. I'm so glad I found this site to be able to talk with others who have been there and still are. Thank you again!
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Join Date: Dec 2012
Location: Orcas Island, Washington
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Wow! Good going!
There's lots of great information here--it's a place to vent and people will give you support--and it's great that you are making a commitment to NA.
Aloha from the drinking land between the heroin capital of the world and Methford, Oregon!
There's lots of great information here--it's a place to vent and people will give you support--and it's great that you are making a commitment to NA.
Aloha from the drinking land between the heroin capital of the world and Methford, Oregon!
Sobriety is Traditional
Join Date: Dec 2012
Location: Orcas Island, Washington
Posts: 9,064
Originally Posted by Readyforrecover 
The hardest thing is forgiving myself for the turmoil I have put everyone through.
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Join Date: Jan 2013
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Haven't posted in forever I'm going on 10 months clean my ex of 8 years passed away august 17th of a heroin overdose Still trying to get through it but I know he wouldnt want me to go back. I live every day stronger for him and I. I pray others see what the evils of addiction can do.
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