HereIAm321

can I say I need help. Be SO RESOLUTE and SO ready. And then still drink.

Great recipe for self-hatred.

Mark75

Hate the alcoholism, not yourself... self hatred just gets you drunk. What kind of recovery program are you using? A program will give you the tools you need to get recovered.

Dee74

action is the key HereIAm.
hating ourselves is really just another way to spin our wheels and put off doing something, I think...at least it was for me....

I've asked you this before, but....whats your *plan* here?

if you don't have one, today's a great day to make one

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HereIAm321

Well, I do have a therapy appt tmrw, for the first time in 18 months. That should help.

Dee74

That's a start for sure.

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